Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 15

Warning: Spg

This chapter has a lot of mature content. Please, read at your own risk.
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Sometimes in our life, we need to learn how to forgive and move on for you to be able to move forward in your next destination.

Forgive the person who gave you the pain in the past and move on to start another journey of your life without carrying your past and also, we need to accept what happened for us to finally move on in our past. Dahil hindi tayo makaka move on totally kung alam natin sa sarili natin na hindi pa natin totally inaaccept ang kamalian na nagawa natin sa nakaraan. Hindi tayo makaka move on kung alam natin na patuloy natin binabalikan ang sakit at kamalian natin na gawa ng nakaraan.

We can't finally see the beauty of life if we don't accept and move on from our past. Hindi natin makikita ang totoong kagandahan ng mundo kung hanggang ngayon ay hindi parin natin pinapalaya ang sarili sa nakaraan natin. Kung hanggang ngayon ay nakakulong parin tayo sa nagawa natin kamalian sa nakaraan natin because that's how life works.

Hindi maiwasan na makagawa ng kamalian sa buhay dahil hindi tayo matututo sa mga bagay-bagay kung hindi tayo nag kakamali, but always remember that in every mistakes, there is always a room for learning. Meron lugar para matuto sa bawat pag kakamali na nagagawa natin because no one is perfect in this world. Lahat tayo nag kakamali at nakakagawa ng mali sa buhay natin but just like what I've said, nasasayo na lang iyon kung paano mo itatama.

And that's what I realized when Aly called me yesterday. I realized that I should correct my mistake now. The time has come now. This is the right time to correct my mistake that part of my past.

When Aly called me yesterday and after we talked the whole ride back home in my Condo. I realized that maybe that call from Aly is already a sign that I should correct my mistake to that man. Siguro ayon na ang sign para ipaalala saakin na this is the right time to turn my mistake into correct one.

Na realize ko na baka ito na ang pag kakataon ko para makausap sya at makahingi ng tawad sa isa't-isa upang sa gano'n ay pareho na kaming maka move forward sa mga buhay namin at makapag simula ulit ng panibago.

I smiled a bit. Yeah, I think this is the right time to do that para naman mapakawalan ko na rin ang sarili ko sa nagawa kong kasalanan sakanya no'nn dahil aminin ko man o hindi ay nakakaramdam parin ako ng guilt hanggang ngayon dahil sa ka immature-an na nagawa ko no'n sakanya kaya. Hindi ako nakapag isip no'n. I'm so careless to my actions before. Hindi ko pinag isipan ang bawat kilos ko dahil sugod lang ako nang sugod at wala ng pake sa magiging resulta ng gagawin ko pag katapos kaya in the end. Mas lumala ang nangyari. May nasaktan akong tao dahil lang sa nag padala ako sa emosyon ko but now, I'm ready to correct my mistake to him.

I'm ready to forgive myself at bigyan ng kalayaan ang sarili dala ng kamalian ng nakaraan. I'm ready to see him, also but for now, I need to support Aly in her decision as long as ikabubuti nya.

After the talk that Aly and I had, I decided to support her in her decision like before, na lagi akong naka supporta sakanila. Sa desisyon nila sa isa't-isa but now, may kaunti man pag babago dahil si Aly na lang ang sinusupportahan ko mula nang mangyari iyon saamin, still. I decided to support her in her decision about leaving in Canada as long as it's for her own good.

Sana nga ang desisyon nya na umuwi dito sa Pilipinas ay may magandang patutunguhan. Sana nga ang pag uwi nya dito ay tamang desisyon.

I smiled bitterly. All I want is to see her happy and free from the pain that she felt right now because of her past with that man. Ang gusto ko lang ay ang ikakasaya ng kaibigan ko and if the time will come that she already forgive that man and ready to open her heart again then, so be it. I will still support her if it means bringing her happiness back in her heart. Supportahan ko sya. Sila ng lalaking iyon kung sakali man mangyari ang mga iyon. Kung sakali man dumating ang araw na mapatawad nya ang lalaking iyon at bigyan ng second chance then, good. I'll be happy for her.