i look back to see topper behind y/n as she is crying on the floor, with a bat in his hand.
"y/n, move, now" i scream as i run towards the swinging bat.
instead of hitting y/n it hits my arm. he was drunk so it didn't have that much power.
"oh, so you wanna play big hero, get in the way of me trynna get your sister, ok" he says dropping the bat and grabbing me.
"no, let her the fuck go, you piece.of.shit" i hear y/n yell before seeing topper on the ground, being pounded by a bat, over and over.
𝑦／𝑛 𝑝𝑜𝑣
all i saw was dark red. i couldn't stop. i had to keep going. the bat kept swinging, blood going everywhere. anyone within two feet would have been drenched.
toppers face was deformed. but that wasn't enough for me to stop. no. nothing could be enough for what he had done and attempted to do.
"this is what happens when you fuck with someone's head as much as you fucked with mine" i scream as i pound the bat into his face. again.
"y/n, that's enough please" jay yells trying to stop the image i am now putting into her head, but i don't hear.
"fuck you, fuck you, FUCK. YOU" i scream as i hit him one last time.
"jay, get the fuck in the house. now" i say dropping the bat and walking to my car.
jay runs home crying. seeing that made me realise. she now sees a fucked up monster. she sees the coked out me. i'm. fucked.
"FUCK, IM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT" i yell and cry while hitting my steering wheel.
"oh fuck, what am i gonna tell rafe" i say looking at my blood cover body.
"fuck i'm so fucked, IM FUCKED" i yell punching my dash and wheel.
i take a few deep breaths before driving home. i didn't know what i was gonna tell rafe. but i knew i had to tell him the truth. but what is the truth.
i don't know if topper is dead or alive. so is the truth, i killed topper, or i just beat into his face with a bat. FUCK.
i was so lost in thought that i hadn't realised i had arrived home. i took a few more deep breaths and took a minute.
"it's ok y/n, just tell him the truth, he'll understand, he loves you" i say to myself as i unbuckle my seatbelt and get out.
i walk up to the door and go inside. i go upstairs to our room. and i instantly regret walking in.
"what. the. fuck" rafe says looking at me with pure fear.
"ok, hear me out, please baby" i say tearing up.
"hey, it's ok, i'm listening" he says walking over to me.
"so i was leaving and i saw maybank pulling jays hair and hitting her, then i got out and he said some stuff about my past with cocaine then pushed me, then jay started beating him up, then she looked behind me and pushed me out of the way, then topper swung a bat and just missed jay, then he said something and tried to grab her again while dropping the bat, then i grabbed it and hit his head, and he let go of jay, then i started beating into his face with the bat, then i screamed at jay to get the fuck home, rafe i turned into a m-monster" i cry while shaking.
"hey listen, it's ok, and you weren't a monster, it's your motherly protection instincts kicking in, plus toppers done bad shit to you in the past" rafe says grabbing my hand.
"so you don't want to leave me, or take the baby when it's born, so it's not around a fucking monster" i say looking at him in disbelief.
"what, fuck no, i love you, so fucking much" he says looking at me.
"i love you too, i'm gonna go shower" i say smiling small.
"ok, i'll be out here if you need anything" he says smiling then walking over to our bed.
i get in the shower and wash myself and my hair twice, before getting out. i chose to wear a sweatshirt and shorts with socks.
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i went and laid in bed next to rafe. he was watching a movie and i turned the other way. he put his hand on my hip and rubbed it before pulling me on top of him.
"i love you baby, and i can not wait to meet our baby girl" he says before kissing my cheek then lips.
"i love you too" i say nuzzling my face into his neck, taking in his scent.
"do i smell good" he chuckles softly.
"yeah, really good" i say smiling and kissing his neck.
"hold up" he says placing me on the bed.
he then comes back with his cologne and sprays some on my jumper, before putting it back and coming back.
he put me back on his lap and i was about to doze off till there was a knock at our door. that's weird, no one ever comes this late. (😏)
"i'll go get it" rafe says kissing my head.
"i'm coming with you" i say standing up.
"if you insist" he says grabbing my hand.
we walk downstairs and go towards the door. we open it to see john b. why is he here at nine o'clock at night.
"hey john b, what's up" rafe asks as he opens the door more.
"have you seen pope today, he left yesterday and never came back" john b asks looking on edge.
i then look around outside and see bushes move then a glimpse of a gun.
"no sorry, i haven't see-"
"get in, now john b" i say cutting of rafe, pulling john b inside.
"what's wrong" rafe asks looking at me.
"there's someone with a gun out there" i say putting my finger to my lips.
