she looks so sad, i say
and you just turned
and walked away
and assumed too-high privilege
while i turned my head
and watched her cover
her wet and puffy face
with large, dark glasses
as she slid and hid in tommy bahama;
my hand went slack,
our disappointment bothered you
it's silence parting us
until each stepped
toward the center of this void
and it with self-forgiving light and darkness fill🥹
My true character has revealed itself a handful of times, and while it's not uniformly heroic, walking away from someone in distress is impossible for me. Yet, that day I trusted that you would do the right thing in my stead, and that's why I was so shocked when you didn't follow through, and went to shop for yourself instead. I can't forgive myself for trusting you, even though I've forgiven you for what you failed to do.
YOU ARE READING
Initial Conditions
PoetryAn annotated collection of emotions expressed through poetry, written to the universe, because their words I cannot speak. Enjoy. Copyright Poet In A Box 2019-2022, All Rights Reserved