mental illness » peterick

1.5

Morning.

"Should we tell him how obvious it is?" I heard Frank ask Gerard as I was walking over.

"Tell who how obvious what is?" I asked, once I was sitting.

"Tell Mikey how obvious it is that he-"

Gerard covered Frank's mouth.

"We'll fill you in later! He's coming." Gerard whispered.

In about 2 mins, Mikey came to the table.

"Hey dude!" I said, cheerfully.

I mean who wouldn't be cheerful! I cuddled with Pete last night. I feel actually happy. I have friends. Too bad this camp is ending soon.

"H-hey." Mikey responded.

Mikey has been acting a bit off lately.

I have no idea what's up with him. I really want have to talk to him one-on-on later on. I mean he's been there for me. He's basically one of my best friends. I just want to make sure if he's okay verbally.

Lynz came over sooner or later.

Where's Pete? I don't see him in here.

Wait..

Hayley isn't in here either. Fuck. They're probably making out or something. Hayley has a better chance. Pete is straight. Even if he was gay.. why would he like me? I'm awkward. Chubby. Ugly. Boring. Plain. I'm just ugh. There's nothing special about me. While Hayley is beautiful, funny, and skinny. What guy wouldn't fall for her?

I can't stop thinking about him..

His eyes. Sometimes they look like a mixture of green, brown, and even yellow. Or his kissable perfect lips. And his cute nose!

I was so caught up thinking about Pete I didn't even notice Lynz and Gerard yelling at each other.

"God Gerard. Just because I'm not eating this morning does not mean I am anorexic." She spat.

"Sorry for worrying about my girlfriend." He raised his voice a bit.

"I'm so fucking tired of you treating me like I'm crazy! I'm not crazy!" She said, raising her voice as well.

"You're right. You're not crazy. You're fucking insane. I'm just trying to help and you're flipping out on me. Lynz, I'm done." He said, slamming his hands on the table.

"Fuck you." She clipped. After that she walked away

"I think that was way too harsh.."

"Patrick, do me a favor and fuck off."

I sighed. "You're being a huge dick y'know? You didn't have to call Lynz insane."

His facial expression softened.

"That's true. God, I'm such a horrible person."

"Don't tell me, tell Lynz."

Gerard left looking for Lynz.

Mikey smiled at me. "I'm g-glad you talked some sense into him."

"I must have a gift." I joked.

"Umm.. Can I come up to your room later so we can just h-hang I guess."

"Yeah, sure." I smiled.

"Aw. I ship it. Patkey!" Frank teased.

Mikey's face turned tomato red.

"It's not like that, Frank.." He said.

Frank smirked.

"Heh. You sure Mikey?"

I was completely confused right now.

"What are you guys-" Before I could finish my sentence the bell rang.

"Welp! I have to go! Bye!" Mikey sped out the door.

Frank kept smirking at me.

"Patkey is life." He said, before making his away out the door.

Frank definitely was the weirdest out of all of us. What is a ship? What is a patkey?

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so many reads jesus christ i wasn't even expecting this thank you!!!

hmm.. I think about doing a character Q&A
So please comment questions!!

you can ask:

Patrick

Pete

Hayley

Gerard

Mikey

Josh

Tyler

Debby

Anndd you can ask me questions c:

okay i luv u guys sm pls comment bye