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i dedicate this chapter to @haileyurie bc she's been so nice to me ever since i started this story alsoo u guys should check out some of her books <33

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I didn't bother reading my schedule until I felt as if I was all settled in.

"9:05 - Breakfast
9:50 - Morning Walk/Fresh Air
10:35 - Session with Tyler
12:20 - Group Session
1:20- Lunch Time/Free Period
3:20 - Session with Josh
5:20 - Dinner Time
7:20 - Session with Debby
9:20 - Lights out"

Seems like an ok schedule, even though I feel like I'll pretty much have to say my feelings 24/7.

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morning time.

the alarm went off 20 minutes before the first bell.

"Can you turn that shit off?" Pete said, sounding half asleep.

I got up slowly to turn it off. After that I gathered clothes and headed to the bathroom.

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9:05

I was in the cafeteria looking around for somewhere to sit. Everyone had somebody.

I spotted Gerard's red hair and made my way over to him.

"Can I sit here?" I asked.

"Of course." He said, patting the seat next to him.

"Who do you share a room with?" I asked.

"Frank. What about you?"

"Pete."

Gerard took a sip of his orange juice.

"What's he like?"

Horrible.

"I dunno, we didn't really talk."

Mikey and Frank walked over to us.

"Hi." Mikey said.

"Hey."

"Patrick, when do you have group session?" Frank asked.

"12:20, why?"

"Just askin'."

Mikey looked around like he was lost or something.

While Gerard and Frank were lost in conversation, I asked him if he was okay.

"Yeah, there's just a lot of people here and I'm not feeling too comfortable."

There were a lot of people here, but I think we were in one of the smaller groups.

"It'll be alright, Mikey. Just relax."

That was probably shit advice. I never dealt with someone who had anxiety.
I felt like a bad friend at the moment. He looks really upset.

Am I overthinking?

The bell rang.

"Where do you have to go now?" Gerard asked.

"With Tyler."

"Oh alright, see ya." He said before heading in the opposite direction.

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sorry that this chap is short and rly bad i'll probably fix it later bc im hella tired later <33

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