Loving the Playboy Idol [SB19 - Joshtin AU]

Chapter 13

JUSTIN

It's been 3 days mula nung huling mahilo ako. Pagod lang talaga siguro kasi matapos kong ipahinga ng ilang araw ay okay naman na pakiramdam ko. Maybe i'm just too exhausted.

I haven't heard anything from Josh or sa kahit sino sa kagrupo ko. We all spend our off days to bond with our family and for ourselves. Maging ang gc namin ay sobrang tahimik.

I am on my way sa studio.

Back to reality na ulit.

We are currently working on our next song entitled 'Alab'.

Papraktisin na namin yung choreography nito for its music video itself.

I parked my car and pumasok na sa building. The guard greeted me and I smiled back in return.

Unang bumungad sakin pagpasok ko ng lobby ay ang mukha ni Cayla.

Ano namang ginagawa nito dito? I can't see Josh with her.

Medyo may inis man sa loob ko, I still chose to ask her.

"Good morning." ngumiti ako. "May I know, what brought you here?" I asked.

Ngumiti ito pabalik. Pero may something sa ngiti nito. Sadness.

"Uhmm." she hesitated. Umiwas muna ito ng tingin bago muling nagsalita. "Can I talk to you?" tanong nito.

Nagulat ako.

"Me??" nagtataka ako.

I don't remember being friendly or close to her. Casual lang ako sa kanya. Kinakausap ko siya kapag kailangan. So why?

"Yes. If pwede sana." tumingin ito sa akin. She looks serious.

Walang dahilan para tumanggi ako.

"Alright. Tara sa studio." aya ko sa kanya.

We silently rode the elevator. Walang nagsasalita sa amin. Di ko rin naman alam ang sasabihin sa kanya. She's the one who wants to talk so what can I say diba?

Binuksan ko ang pinto. I have the keys. We, five,  have the keys to the studio individually. Para kung sino mauna makakapasok na agad. In that way, hindi macconsume ng iba ang time na dapat ay nagiging productive na yung isa.

"Pasok ka." sabi ko.

Dumiretso ito sa isang sulok at umupo. She knows where is which. She's been here multiple times already. All the staffs know her. Even the guard, kilala siya.

Of course she's the 'girlfriend' of the one and only Josh Santos eh.

Binaba ko ang gamit ko sa lapag and immediately go to her side.

"What is it that you want to talk about?" tanong ko dito.

"I know I shouldn't involve you with this matter but, hindi ko na kasi alam kung sino ang pwede kong lapitan." she seems really bothered.

"Do you know where Josh is?" she asked.

Kumunot ang noo ko.

"Why?" yun agad ang lumabas sa bibig ko.

Siya yung girlfriend, tapos sakin niya hinahanap yung boyfriend niya. Really?

"Hindi ko pa siya nakikita or nakakausap manlang. It's been 2 days. I can't reach his phone. He's not answering my calls. Wala siya sa condo niya. I've also tried asking his mom pero hindi daw umuuwi sa kanila si Josh. I don't know where the hell he is." napatakip ito ng mukha at tuluyan ng umiyak.

She is so frustrated.

That's why.

Kahit sino naman ata pag hindi nagparamdam boyfriend or girlfriend magiging ganto rin.