crush | verkwan

entry 09 (irl version)

hansol sat in his bed, typing away in his sorry excuse of a laptop. avril lavigne's skater boy was blasting through his room, hansol felt that it had been so long since he heard these songs so was  going on a throwback sunday. he bopped his head slightly as he typed in his laptop, each key making a satisfying click. he, surprisingly, started his history assignment early and didn't feel the usual stress and pressure on finishing the document at 3 am just to get up a few hours later with a half assed project to which he got the minimum marks

but that's not point here, the point is hansol is being productive and no one can stop him. and it was oddly peaceful? not like hansol didn't appreciate this quietness but it gave him an bad feeling like someone huge was going to happen. you know what they say, it's always calm before the storm. thinking about that reminded him of what happened the day before, he immediately frowned at the memory of that guy called boo gay, that wasn't cool at all and poor him, he was just talking about a sweater like that's so normal, how's that gay? that kid probably kisses him homies and acts like that's the most heterosexual thing to do

it reminded hansol of the time when he came out to his female friend back in the states (who obviously took it in the worst way) cause apparently she had liked hansol and when hansol said to her that he's bi, she starts freaking out saying that she lost her chance to be with him and how it's impossible for him to like guys so basically started throwing a tantrum like the toddler she is. meanwhile hansol just watched the whole thing, not knowing what to do. luckily another friend came to see what was going on and was able to calm that bitch. he later called hansol up and said that it was totally okay for him to be bi and to not mind what their friend said. hansol has never felt so grateful for having a friend like that hence when he heard what that guy said to boo, he knew how he felt and was really fired up by it (like any normal person)

just then his phone rang, he quickly paused the music from his laptop and picked up his phone. the phone's bright screen displayed the words dinosaur  to which hansol accepts the call unwilling cause if he was to leave it unanswered, he would be bombarded with messages and there would go his short lived peace 

' what's up chan' said hansol, going back to his monotonous clicking over his keyboard.

'can you believe what's going on? did you know about this? and to think that boo seungkwan didn't say anything about it, how dare he!' hansol heard his friend chan rant frustratedly. he could even hear a slight bitterness in his voice.

'wait what?' he asked in utter confusion. ' you haven't seen instagram yet? wait right! you completely muted the notifications didn't you?' he asked, he still couldn't believe that his friend didn't even care about social media meanwhile it ran through his veins. 'hold on i'm opening it now calm down, what exactly do you want me to see?' questioned hansol, seeing how agitated his friend was about boo.

'check his story! i still can't believe that bastard didn't say anything god damn' said chan. he continued to rant on about how betrayed he was and so on but hansol had completely tuned him out. he saw boo's icon surrounded with the iconic colours of instagram, he clicked on it in curiously and worry cause it must be something huge to get such a reaction out of chan.

i guess i finally figured out what i am said the caption with the beautiful colours of the gay flag layered on top of each other, in the background nothing more nothing else

'hansol? what was that sound?' asked chan when he heard an undefinable sound come from the other line. that was the loud squeal from hansol's mouth that he couldn't suppress. 'that was nothing, i'll call you back' he said quickly before his friend could start his protest. he got down from his bed and couldn't control his excitement, he had a huge smile on his face, it felt like all his hopes and prayers were answered, he finally had a chance to be with boo now.

'WOOHOO!!'

hansol later had a hard time in explaining to his neighbor why he was screaming but he didn't mind at that moment, or the whole day in fact.