Roommates

45.

Extra chapter because I love you <3

Felix stared at the paper that layed on his desk. He was deciding whether or not if he should just tell his husband or not. He was afraid of what the elder would say.

Would he be harsh? Would he yell? Felix didn't think it'd get that far but then again Hyunjin seemed to be very stressed from work lately.

It broke his heart to see his husband wake up super early and come home around 2 in the morning. He'd tried to tell him to take a break but Hyunjin wouldn't listen to him.

The door opened making Felix jump and turn around. "Oh, Hyun! What are you doing here?"

Hyunjins eyebrow raised, "uhm I live here. What's wrong with you?"
Felix let out a nervous chuckle, "I'm fine, all good. Why don't we go downstairs and I cook some dinner for us?"

Hyunjin was confused as to why the younger wanted him out of the bedroom so bad. "Sure."

When Hyunjin walked out Felix quickly hid the paper and followed him downstairs.

•••

Hyunjin had not been eating and only stared at his full plate of food. He was thinking deeply in his head about how their relationship was going lately.

Felix was more secretive towards him now and it hurt his feelings. He'd come home and Felix would be in their room doing something. He'd never tell him anything though. Whenever he'd ask what he was doing Felix would change the topic.

And it didn't help that when they were laying down together one day Felix tilted his phone screen away from Hyunjin as if he was hiding something.

When Hyunjin brought it up it turned into a fight. So the only thing he could think of was that Felix was cheating on him. But he didn't want to believe it. Felix had a good reason to cheat though.

Hyunjin was never home.

He'd always be working. So Felix never got attention and that would probably make him want to seek attention from someone who'd give it to him.

"Is there something wrong with the food?"

Hyunjin was brought away from his thoughts when he heard Felix speak.
"Oh, no. Sorry I'm just not very hungry. I think I'm going to go to sleep."

Hyunjin left the dining room and went up the stairs leaving Felix alone at the table. Tears spilled from his eyes, why was this happening to them. Something was obviously up, Hyunjin was always acting like this.

But anytime they brought up how they acted it always turned into a heated argument. He hated this, why couldn't it go back to the way it was before. When they never hid anything from each other and showered each other with all of their love.

He heard that the first year was always the hardest for newly weds, but this was to much for him.

He put away the dishes and the food. He was still crying but tried to ignore his tears and made his way to his shared room with Hyunjin.

Felix saw that Hyunjin was at his desk working on something like always. Hyunjin ignored the sound of the door and the sound of the bed creaking slightly.

What he didn't ignore was the little sniffle he heard that came from behind him. He sighed and turned around to face his husband, "why are you crying?"

"I'm not crying." Felix wiped at his eyes with his sleeves making Hyunjin scoff. "Why do you keep lying to me? Do you really think I'm stupid? I know somethings going on so just fucking tell me and stop hiding shit behind my back!"