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Chapter-20

Avni's PoV

It's been a month and a half since all the chaos has ended and life has been wonderful since then.

I have got a family I have always dreamt of....they care for me, love me, respect me and never mistreat me.

Thankk youu so muchh bhagwaan ji ( God ).

Well talking about life....Sid.

We have been pretty good....I don't really know whether we are acting anymore or not.... atleast me.

We talk, laugh , tease each other and spend time with each other and it's not only for show....we are same even in the room.

I have grown comfortable around him and I feel like I could open up with him.

Heckk , I am opening up.

In any other case I....I would have thought this is too soon but I don't know why I don't feel like that anymore. I feel like it's all natural and good....like he is my.... happy place.

And ofcourse I am not in denial about my feelings......I was never of that sort.
Yaa , I just remain closed off and the reason is pretty clear but never in my life I try to deny what I feel for a person.

What's the use anyways....you feel what your heart wants to feel and you can't deny that
I like him.

I have been feeling this for a while and maybe that's why I am growing more comfortable around him but I am not sure about his feelings and nor do I want to tell him just now because I am still scared.

What if he says he feels something...while he is just trying to forget Navya?
Or...what if Navya returns and he forgives her ?

So, for now I won't tell him. Let's go with the flow and see what happens.

I don't want to get hurt again... because of Navya again.

God knows what will happen but I know whatever he will do, it will be for the best.

Ahh... coming back to me and Sid.
I have seen a change in his behaviour from past few days.

Earlier he seemed confused about something...but some days ago he became all normal, started smiling more , spends more time with family and also behaves strangely around me.

Strangely as in he talks more , smiles more , makes me laugh, seeks chances to come close to me...even when we are in our room and no one is watching.

Yesterday.....he hugged me in his sleep and I wasn't able to get out of his hold.
That was embarrassing...thank god he didn't wake up or else what would I have said.

But the feeling I had....god....it felt so right for some reason.

Uhhh...I am not going to think about it anymore... whatever will happen, we'll see.

Thinking this in my mind I went outside my cabin.
Let's go home.

Home...it felt so right... finally I have a place which I can call home.

On my way I met Rohan.

It's been so long I have seen him....he was out for some work.

"Ro... you're finally back" I said hugging him

"Yeahh....I am tired AF aviiii" he said hugging me more tightly.

"So just go home and rest naa" I said

"Yaa yaa and listen...what about a movie night tomorrow" he said.

"But Karan...." I said