Not me

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Why do I care -
of what they say
When we never met
When they just don't know me yet.
I made a mistake
I regret

Yet,
I know I lack
I never showed what I felt
Pretending,
When I knew there was nothing that I held

So full of myself
With things, the way I dealt
was so wrong, so so wrong
Oh god, now what?

I saw what I wanted
It was easier to judge than believe
I didn't care what they felt
Now, it's all coming back

I'm sorry, how do I apologize
When I knew what I was doing wasn't right
No mercy, no guilt
How could I be so heartless.
It wasn't me I swear

My mind was absent
My heart went cold
No human feeling rushing through
The ignorance just grew


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