Often I believe I was born from the sea
No, not Aphrodite
Maybe the salt never left me
On the days that I bleed, it leaks
It's leaks through my eyes, it leaks through me
Crashing down, falling so freely
Maybe those scars are just bite marks
Maybe I wasn't born from the sea, maybe it threw meI feel like my body isn't mine
And I'm not even half of alive
I'm left again, unfamiliar with this place
Stranded with people, why am I invisible
The more I try the more I lose
When did my bones turn into ashes
And me, a pyre of burning woodMaybe I buried myself, six feet in
Maybe Im lost, I just want to be six again
The mirage of me stands so clean
This prism of illusions, this prison of lies
The places I wander don't feel like I've been-
there, those same houses still look so distinct
Yesterday's sky left me, now it's raining
Words flooding me, my mouth is stitched
I open my eyes, never wanting to seeI wish someone cut me down, I wish it was that easy to drown
When I hold my head beneath the water
The ocean recalls me
It doesn't let me sink, I would pollute it
I gasp out once more but not trying to breathe
I get pushed to the shore, to try to pursue glee
Yet again I'm covered with salt and sand
I'm covered with things that never leave
I wasn't born from the ocean, it threw me.
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Poetry"Is happiness really a myth". A collection of the most cherished pieces of my soul: my poems. The things I wrote when I loved, when I hated, when I raged, when I dared and when from reality, I escaped. My poems are a way for me to get away from the...