The Crazy Psycho Bitch

Alone pt2

Val's POV

Today it was different because instead of sitting with them, I went to the library and brought out my inner nerd.

I spent the whole lunch break there and when it was over I went to class. The same thing happened with me not paying attention in class and writing tests that I didn't know that we were writing and me passing them with flying colours.

Valentino's POV (surprise!!)

Today at lunch it was so boring without my twin. I know that she has been ignoring us and all but she has her reasons.

I am upset that my brother allowed his girlfriend to say those words to his own sister. The rest of the gang even agreed that Val's behavior is out of hand

Scoff, as if they understand

They will regret it once they know the truth and I can't wait for that day

*When they are at home and it's night time*

Val's POV

I shot up, drenched in sweat, and panting loudly like I ran a fucking marathon. I try to calm myself but it's not working.

I take my phone and drag my sheets with me to the balcony. I put my AirPods in my ears and listen to ' 2am' by Totty Wat

"2 in the morning I can't go to sleep
2 in the morning outside in the cold
It was 2 in the morning I can't feel my feet
I have nobody nobody to hold

Cause nobody told me that life wasn't easy
Nobody knows what it's like to be me
They always thought I'll bend or fold
Had to prove to myself that it wasn't me

I had did everything I was able to do
Everybody told me lies they ain't tell me the truth
Ain't nobody tell me that life wasn't so easy you
wouldn't believe all the things that I do

Cause nobody that was there had to hold up the roof
I was counting my blessings lost one out of two
I don't know what you want but I'm tired of trying
So I'm just gonna tell you what I'm gonna do

I just wanna focus on me
Ain't nobody ever spoke to me
I don't think they really joking
They hocus and pocus on me

Ain't nobody ever notice me
Never had nobody close to me
I don't know where I'm suppose to be
But I gotta try cause I can't let them get the best of me

So I ain't never need nobody by my side
Cause everything I ever did I got it for myself
And I ain't never have to go and rob I had to get a job
So I ain't never have to to steal

So I ain't never need nobody by my side
Cause everything I ever did I got it for myself
And I ain't never have to go and rob I had to get a job
So I ain't never have to to steal

2 in the morning I can't go to sleep
2 in the morning outside in the cold
It was 2 in the morning I can't feel my feet
I have nobody nobody to hold

Cause nobody told me that life wasn't easy
Nobody knows what it's like to be me
They always thought I'll bend or I'll fold
Had to prove to myself that it wasn't me

I had did everything I was able to do
Everybody told lies they ain't tell me the truth
Ain't nobody tell me that life wasn't so easy you
wouldn't believe all the things that I do

Cause nobody that was there had to hold up the roof
I was counting my blessings lost one out of two
I don't know what you want but I'm tired of trying
So I'm just gonna tell you what I'm gonna do"

I don't know when I fell asleep but all I know is that

2 in the morning I can't go to sleep