Sadist lover ~changjin

(12)

"The past makes a better present ~

No-one never really knew what Hyunjin went threw as a kid what his father did to him maybe is that what made him this way why he was always cautious with who he let in and any person that showed him a bit of affection or love he would hold on to

But everyone grew up with something wrong in there lives not like it's perfect even changbin growing up in a home his mother was a single mom who had made a mistake and gave her virginity to the wrong man and he used her though changbin was hurting with many thing inside he never talked about not only Hyunjin had a ruff life so did he but no one would ever know that.

changbin was a lot like his mother gullible he had stared selling his body at a young age to be able to pay for cancer treatment for his mother but that didn't last long his mother didn't make it she lost her fight to cancer "

But let's start with Hyunjins story first growing up Hyunjin had always had and entrance in men and pain ever since he was 10 years old watching his father kill and torture countless men infront of him he had never been scared of it he found it interesting to say the least

So when he came out as bisexual to his father after he caught him balls deep into one of his male friends on his 16 birthday Hyunjin's father accepted him actually but what he did Hyunjin would never forget neither did he forgive him

The day Hyunjin had turned 18 years old his father had assigned 24 men and women to have sex with his son for 24 hours a day but that wasn't the crazy part after fucking them brutally Hyunjin would have to kill them after he could see the terror and fear in there eyes he didn't like the fact of his father forcing different men and women to sleep with his son but Hyunjin obeyed him like the good boy he was not wanting to disappoint him

He would sometime have flash backs to there screams and pleads to begging him not to do it some of them even begged him not to touch them before Hyunjin would to cry about it but now it was funny to him everyone he hurt now it pleased him until he meant changbin why was he affecting him so much

Changbin always knew he didn't have much growing up but his mother always made it feel like he had everything maybe it was just the love she had for him

After losing his mother changbin felt broken things had become even worst for him he had continued selling his body thinking it would bring some kind of relief and fill a void he was missing

But it didn't the day changbin was raped against his will his life changed forever he remembered begging the old man to stop but he didn't he made him sit there in his own pool of blood as he cried his eyes out

After that it took about a few years for him to put himself together he was only 16 years old when it had happen even now changbin hadn't been the same he could still feel the man's hands on him when ever he thought of it he could remember all those tears he cried the blood the screams how the man had hit him how it had happened made him sick to his stomach

But the day he meant Hyunjin it made him feel safe like he was protected so could anyone really blame him for loving the boy the thought of his rapist would always be in his head but for now Hyunjin overtook it and everything he went threw changbin missed his mom like crazy they day he was raped he sat at her grave and told her about it

He felt protected with Hyunjin he gave him the comfort he knew his mother would love Hyunjin for making her son feel safe and loved even though he didn't have the best of everything growing up he was still grateful his mother made miracles happen and no one would ever be able to replace her .

(A/N: so my beautiful mind finally Came up with something for chapter 12 I kinda felt sad writing this but I hope you guys like it bye bye)