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.613. (Part 2)

Author POV-

The villagers somehow traced their route back to the script and spoke openly and honestly about the beautiful bond between BTS and ARMY.

"And in my opinion, we all are more than a family. Family is something beautiful, but we're more than that. We're soulmates. We belong to each other.", Seokjin said, with a smile, making him look totally handsome, as usual.

But, internally, he was nervous and his heart beat faster than usual.

One lie, or one mistake can kill them in just one second.

"Yes. Every day. Everyday I think about ARMY headstone and wish it were human beings. I could cherish their love, in person. I could see them smile at us, happily... They are our hope.", Hoseok said, with a bright sunshine smile etched across his face, making it illuminate his surroundings.

But, he wasn't bright inside. He felt like he couldn't be more nervous than he already was.

He felt like things were more scarier than encountering a snake.

Uh... Wait. Probably, this is better than encountering a snake.

His thoughts were interrupted by Jimin, who began speaking.

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Kim Namjoon POV-

I feel like my body is aching from a terrible exercise session or something... I'm gradually drowning into the world of pain and sadness.

I closed my eyes slowly, trying to think about what made me happy. Me winning the audition and acting in the movie 'Boy with Luv'.

Suddenly, a harsh comment whispered, in a spiteful tone, insulting me.

Before I could process what was happening, the words echoed in my head, which made me feel pained than ever.

Tears streamed down my cheeks, which I could hardly feel, because I'm underwater.

Or under tears.

I suddenly feel like I'm unloved and worthless. No one likes me. Can't I ever prove myself? Can't I ever succeed my dream of being an idol-

Wait what?!! Idol?!! What's wrong with me?! Why am I thinking of stuff which is not related to me?!

I want to be an actor, right?!

I just don't know what's happening to me...

Suddenly, I felt an arm slowly patting my back gently, saying, "It'll be okay, Namjoon-ah."

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Kim Seokjin POV-

I observed Namjoon enter a trance, noticing him sniffing beside me.

Jimin was explaining how beautiful his life became, after being part of this family.

I gently patted his back, trying to reassure him. "It'll be okay,  Namjoon-ah..."

I did something, which I wanted someone to do to me... I need those words...

I heard voices. Rude and hurting ones, directed towards me, I felt.

I tried my best to control the tears which were threatening to fall down, and gave a smile.

"Yes Jimin, I agree. The ARMY and BTS bond is the most beautiful... I just love us."

It pains to talk about beautiful and happy things, when deep inside, we're bothered by those voices. Deep inside, we're worried if we're doing our best.