Silent Eyes

Part 6

Noah's pov:
I just finished my appointment with one of the clients and now it's Dixie's appointment. Why am I so excited to see her ? She's just a normal girl who needs me in this moment . Nothing so special. She walked in my office and sat on the couch.

D: hi
N: nice to see you again
D: no it's not but ok
N: so , did the medicine work for you? Did anything changed ?
D: no
N: it's fine , they need more time . Did you went to any place besides your house ?
D: mhm , I went to the cinema with my siblings
N: and how did it went ?
D: bad , I couldn't handle the darkness and the loud noise. It also smelt really bad.
N: okay , anywhere else?
D: mhm, I just stayed in my bed.
N: Dixie we said that we're not gonna stay in bed only when we sleep at night
D: but I wanna sleeping 24/7
N: you can't , no one can.
D: ( starts crying) this is so hard , I wanna go home.
N: I know it's hard Dixie , but what should we do ?
D: f-fight
N: that's right.
D: ( plays with her fingers )
N: tell me Dixie , when was the last time you ate something?
D: idk
N: last week?
D: no
N: last month ?
D: no
N: then when ?
D: idk , maybe more than 5 months
N: the shocking thing is that you're still alive. I'll write you some pills you should take them . Also , I'll give you a paper , you should go to the  hospital and give it to them so they can give you an Iv ok ?
D: n-no , I hate needles
N: only for few times , don't go to the hospital alone , takes someone with you
D: why ?
N: just in case. And , start eating food , but not heavy food . Maybe yogurt, bread with cheese , fruits.
D: b-but I'm gonna throw up
N: ofc you will , you haven't eaten anything is more than a year
D: b-but I don't want to do it with my family.
N: do it with one of your friends
D: can you be with me ? You're the only person who I trust rn.
N: ofc , and we can start now.
D: n-now ?
N: mhm , I have yogurt here and we can try
D: o-ok
N: ( opens the little fridge under his desk and gets a yogurt for her ) here
D: ( takes it )
N: open it and try
D: ( opens it and stares at it ) I can't do it ( looks at Noah with tears in her eyes )
N: yes you can , I know you can
D: I can't ( puts the yogurt on the table) I can't do it. ( starts crying)
N: ( sits next to her in the couch) I'll help you , we're gonna do it together
D: ( wipes her tears )
N: ( fills the spoon with yogurt) it's not full , do you want me to feed you ?
D: ( nods )
N: ok open your mouth
D: ( opens it )
N: ( puts the spoon in ) there you go
D: ( spits the yogurt in a tissue) I can't ! It's gross
N: we'll try again , and no spitting ok ?
D: ok
N: ( fills the spoon again and puts it in her mouth) swallow it
D: ( can't swallow)
N: you can do it dixie , I know you can
D: ( swallows it ) I did it!
N: ( smiles ) congratulations, now finish it.
D: but you're still helping me , right ?
N: yeah ofc

I helped her with eating and she finished the whole thing . Im so proud of her.

D: I did it !
N: yes you did !
D: ( hugs him tight )
N: ( surprises d but hugs her back )
D: ( pulls away ) I-I'm sorry for the hug , I just got too excited about it.
N: you don't have to apologize ( smiles and goes back to his desk ) but hey , I want you from today to start eating at least one cup of yogurt in a day . And don't forget the Iv too.
D: o-ok
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