Angel Montoya
Being in the plane was so exhausting. There was two kids crying, one little girl yelling and the parents did absolutely nothing to stop them.
This is why i do not want kids. I mean i would love to have children of my own but i don't want to at the same time.
I would love to have a little person who was made with the love i share with someone but i do not see myself having kids. I don't think it's selfish i just don't think i'll ever be ready to have the responsibility of caring for someone else. Not when i can't even care for myself.
It's sad, usually when i'm at this airport i would be with someone else, waiting for someone to pick us up but i'm alone. No one's with me, no one's picking me up. I'm on my own.
Well technically i am getting picked up but by an uber.
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"Where the fuck is it" I said in a panicky tone.
I can not find Maria's gift. I'm trying to wrap it so i won't be in a rush tomorrow but i seriously can't remember where i left it.
Last night i got here and went to sleep right away because i was tired. I woke up early today to buy an iced coffee from the caffe downstairs and then left for a walk. Then when i got back i decided to get stuff ready for tomorrow but this happened.
I can not deal with this today. I have so much going on in my mind already.
I got up from the floor and grabbed my bag then walked out of the room. I don't know where i'm going but i'm not staying here all day.
I decided to call one of the only people i know in Seattle.
"Hey Ang what do i owe the pleasure of being called to?"
"Hey Reg are you busy?"
"No i was just about to hop on Val with the guys"
"Oh"
"Are you here already? My mom said you'd be here today."
"Yeah i got here last night but i'm at a hotel"
"You should've just came here or asked Lu to stay at her house like she's offered for you to do"
"I didn't want to be a bother. But anyways i was gonna ask if you wanted to hang out"
"Yeah we can go watch a movie or an arcade or something fun."
"Invite Lu i miss her" He hummed. "But i have another idea i'll tell you in person. I'll walk somewhere and send you my location."
"Okay, be careful walking." We hung up and i walked to a nearby plaza that had clothing stores.
Reggie and Lu got here about twenty minutes after i sent my location so i got in the back seat and he drove off.
"Okay so there's someone in Seattle who goes to school out of state and i found out this person is back for summer break-"
"Angel" Reggie cut me off, "Is it-"
"Please don't say her name" He nodded, "Anyways she's back and i just want to see her for myself. Not in a creepy way but i just need to."
"Have you ever stalked any of your other ex's exes?" I shook my head.
"I didn't care for them, this is different Reg"
"I know" He gave me a sympathetic look, "I know where she lives if you really want to go. Just make sure you're doing it for a good reason and not to hurt yourself or anyone else"
