Vincent Hacker
I don't know what i'm doing. I don't know why i agreed to move in here without her being my girlfriend first.
I set myself up for more pain by doing this.
Yesterday i left from here because i felt like shit. Not because we kissed and she's sick but because i'm trying my best to be here for her and make sure she's good but she makes it so difficult. I don't know what went on with her during that month that we didn't speak or see each other but i'm here now.
She stopped eating, as much as it kills me to see her suffer like this, there's not much i can do without her letting me. I got tired of her shutting me out so i left. Then i had training this morning up until maybe three hours ago which is when i made my way back home to the apartment, showered and told the guys we should head here.
What do i find when i get here? The same guy she hung out with when we didn't speak was here holding her hand after he had just confessed his feelings to her.
She didn't push his hand away she left it and stayed quiet until me and Jett got to the kitchen.
That made me feel even worse because that guy was with her when she didn't let me be. She went to him, she told me back in Seattle that they were just friends but seeing that just made me go crazy. I was so mad i walked away and she followed.
I guess we solved the problem though. So now i'm sitting next to her on the couch with Jett and Jack.
Jack and Angel were talking about Jersey Shore though so i stayed quiet, knowing nothing about that show.
"I'd kill to see Pauly's piercing" I looked at Angel who was smiling excitedly
"Where is it?" Jett asked curiously which made her eyes widen.
Jack was laughing but still answered, "It's a prince Albert piercing"
I furrowed my brows at Angel who was already looking at me.
"Relax i'm obviously kidding" She playfully rolled her eyes, "I'd ask him to cover everything except the piercing" She smiled at me as if that would make me smile back.
"So funny" I said sarcastically, "I'll ask him to show me and I will tell you how it looks"
"Deal" She put her hand in front of me to shake but i left her hanging. "We're friends" She reminded me
I nodded still keeping my eyes on her
"Anyways" She looked away from me, "Did Vinnie ask you guys?" Her attention was now on the guys
"Ask us what?" Jack asked her confused at what she's talking about. Instead of keeping her eyes on them she turned to me and gave me an unamused look. That made Jack chuckle, "I'm kidding yes he asked us"
"See why do you doubt me?" I asked her playfully, "I'm keeping my word to you so you have to too"
"You want them to see?" I shrugged not really caring since she's only gonna kiss me. "Okay" She moved close to me and grabbed my head in place before licking my face
"Yeah i should've known" I shook my head, wiping my face with my hand.
"Guys Vinnie has the weirdest requests. He said he'd ask you guys if i licked his face"
"I did n-"
"I believe it" Jett spoke, making her smile. "He's the type to"
"He's weird" Jack agreed
"Anyways" Angel spoke up again, "Before you guys answer i just wanna say i don't care what you do at all just you know don't tear this house down" The two guys nodded their heads.
"Can they give their answer now?" I asked her to which she only nodded.
When they both told her they'd move in i saw how happy she got. I love how happy she is in this moment. Angel loves Jack and Jett as if they were her brothers and they both love her and see her as their little sister.
I was never jealous of them or their relationships with her but i never realized how much they cared about her until the day we broke up. They were both so mad at me and disappointed. They didn't hate me but they i was not their favorite person to be around at that time.
"I have a few things to ask of you guys" I turned to her, "The first one is just for you" She looked at me, "Please do not bring another girl into this house, cause i'd cry. Maybe not in front of you but i would"
I smiled at her, "I wouldn't bring a girl in this house"
"Aww" Jack teased, "You guys are so cute, just date already"
"Jack" I warned, "What else do you have to ask?"
"Oh um please help me clean, i don't wanna have to clean up on my own since i'd already be so busy with school" I would never let her clean up after everyone. "I have a dog" She pointed at Sonny who was laying down in the middle of the living room, "His name is Sonny, he's a friendly boy, he won't bite and he won't go into your rooms unless he's called in there or he follows you"
"It's a good thing you're telling us, we wouldn't have seen him" I said sarcastically
"Okay Vincent" She has an unamused expression on her face again while her eyes are on me.
"Anyways if you don't want him around then i'll um find a way to keep him around me. With that being said you don't need to look after him at all he is my responsibility unless you guys choose to but i don't mind whatever"
She spent a while explaining everything from the layout of the house to how Payton went from wanting the only other downstairs room to wanting to switch upstairs but being too lazy.
I found it cute how she's just explaining stuff to us.
I've never actually walked around here so it was interesting to find out that there are two bedrooms downstairs (the master and Payton's) and three upstairs with a gym but she wants to turn that into an extra room.
Well she said it's empty but she wants to buy a bed for it. She also said that Payton's is basically a guest room but for sure hers when she's here. So if there's a guest and Payton, Payton automatically gets it.
I told her i'd start moving in on Sunday since that's my only free day away from my usual training hours. The guys will start moving in tomorrow.
We also got to choose our rooms already. I got the room between the 'gym' and Jacks room. Jett chose the one across from ours.
Angel starts her summer classes in three days. She's only taking three classes but her schedule is still so full. She told me she was only taking one but had to switch to get classes over with. On Monday she'll be in her calculus class first then i'm not sure if she'll stay on campus or come back home since there's a gap between her first class and second one. But her second class is english.
She only has Psychology once a week but it's an early class. It's also online since she didn't actually wanna go to campus so early.
The four of us are now just sitting in the back on some chairs, watching Sonny run around.
"Has he ever jumped in the pool?" Jett asked Angel.
"No he goes near the edge and i guess gets scared so he moves away from it" Right when Sonny hears her voice he runs to her and got so excited. "Hi baby" I turned to her to see her smile at the dog and pet his head gently. "You're so cute"
Anyone with eyes and ears can tell how much love she has for Sonny. I don't think there's anything she wouldn't do for him.
I didn't know how long i was staring at them for but she called my name. "You should bring Hera already"
"Yeah" I nodded, "Wanna go with me to get her?" Her eyes lit up
"Can i?" She asked me, "Wait right now? It's so late"
"Yeah right now" I stood up and walked to her, "Come on" I looked at Sonny who was staring at Angel, "Sorry Sonny i'm taking your mom"
"You sound like an actual dad" Jett laughed
I just laughed. Angel got up without another word except asking the guys if they wanna go. They did so we all walked inside, Sonny followed but knew not to follow us out the front door.
