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Twelve

I opened my window right after i heard the sound of Mylo's car outside my house. I waved at him and closed my window again. I took a last look on myself in my mirror. My hair was styled in soft waves and my dress looked good enough on me. I was satisfied with my face and i had to admit to myself that the black color suited me better. I picked up my denim jacket because the weather was getting colder these days and my small bag off my desk along with my phone and money. I looked around my room again but then i hurried to my night stand and picked up my perfume bottle.

Can't live without that one for sure

I hurried downstairs only to find out that mom was awaken and reading the newspaper in the living room. It was the weekend so it surprised me that she was up. I walked to her and told her that i was leaving. She tore her eye off whatever important article she was reading and looked at me. She eyed me and the looked back at her newspaper

" You look good. Grab my purse. It's on the kitchen counter" mom said and i shook my head in disagreement, making her look at me from under her reading glasses

" No mom, i already managed that" i answered. Mom narrowed her eyes at me and put down her newspaper

" And from where you got that money if you MANAGED THAT" she asked and i shook my head at her, a small but meaningful smile plastered on on my face because of her question

" From my savings mom. I hope you didn't forget that i worked my ass off this summer" i answered her. She stood up and started walking. I walked behind her to the kitchen

" Language Riley.. Here, and don't make me change my mind about this whole thing" she said handing me some money. I took them and hurried to wear my shoes. I hugged her and waved at her when i got inside the car , taking her words in consideration. I greeted Mylo and Lola and thanked for picking me up even though they didn't have too. The ride wasn't that long to the train station. I noticed that Mylo was looking at me once in a while from the reviewing mirror with something in his amber eyes that i couldn't know what it was, in which was so shocking because he was my best friend and i usually know everything on his mind. I shrugged it off and kept my conversation with Lola who was basically teasing me the whole time

I bought a ticket and hugged them when the train was about to stop. Mylo's hug was tighter then usual and i gave them a reassuring smile. I waved my goodbyes at them and Lola kept doing that hugging thing and almost refused to let me go. I looked at them one more time and got inside the train. Ready to go

I hit my sad Playlist and just let go of all the anxiety that was building up inside me go away with every word and every song. I thought that the nervousness was going to disappear as soon as i wake up but instead it kept increasing. My hands were sweating every time i reminded myself that i was finally meeting Audine. My heart skips a beat and i close my eyes in oder not to freak myself even more.

I took a short nap during the excursion in order to relax myself and get rid of the weird feeling that was building up in my chest but for my luck - the one in which i don't believe in - it didn't completely go. It was still there when i woke up. And the train was still going. I tried to fire the sleep off my eyes without ruining the light make up on my face but not long after i woke up, the train come to a stop and i felt my heart sinking inside my stomach. I suddenly froze and it was almost hard to move. I particularly could feel the air becoming so thick to breath and that was because of the nervousness i had i me.

I picked up all of the courage that was left inside of me and started standing up. I took off my earphones and put them inside my bag along with my phone and started getting off the train. I was afraid, so afraid that my hands started shaking and for a reason i quite didn't understand