I don't want to need you

I have a chance

Emmetts pov
She said she needed to think about it. That means I still have a chance. Thank god.
I smile at her and walk out the door. Please let her forgive me. I won't be able to live if she doesn't forgive me.

Bays pov
I sit thinking and crying for an hour going between he broke my heart and doesn't deserve forgiveness and he was just confused and messed up but he's sorry now. Finally I decide to give up. I pull out my sketch book and start drawing. After an hour I put my pencil down and see Emmett. It was when Emmett gave me my birthday surprise right before I turned around and he blindfolded me. He had a mischievous look on his face, and a glint of a mix of hope and worry. Ugh. I flop back on my bed. Can't I think about something other than Emmett for two seconds. I sit up and write on the paper,
"I need you Emmett. Why do I need you. I don't want to need you."