I don't want to need you

Depression

For the next 2 weeks I just laid in my bed.

I should have known this would happen. I shouldn't have taken him back. But I loved him, I still love him. I don't want to. Trust me I hate myself for loving him. But I can't stop.

"So what? Who cares? Your Emmett Bledsoe, everyone loves you."I sign to Emmett.

"Even you?" He signs. I sigh and think of what to say for a second. I do love Emmett.

"Emmett, you came here, looking for some other girl." I sign sadly, only now remembering that fact.

"I was trying to make what I had with her be what I had with you, I wanted feel like I did when I was with you, but I don't think I'm ever going to find that feeling with anyone else." He signed sorrow filled. Tears filled my eyes.

"Emmett, you know I love you. I never stopped."

I never stopped loving you. I never stopped loving you.

That's all that ran through my head.

Tears came to my eyes once again.

I can't believe he'd just drop me. And it would be at least moderately acceptable if it were for a deaf girl, but Simone?! She's not deaf! She doesn't even sign! Why does he keep going back to her!? I don't understand. I mean yeah she's attractive... and I guess she could learn sign language... I don't know.

Maybe he was right to dump me for her. She's prettier than me. She's so much better than me.

I sigh.

But I loved him. And I thought he loved me. He told me he loved me. He told me he just Wanted me. But i guess he changed his mind. Now he only wants Simone.

All the sudden my door bursts open. I jump up. It's daphne.

"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you, Emmett told me what happened. Are you ok? He's really sorry. did you tell him about... Umm... Well...You know..." She rambled.

I sigh. "it's ok, of course I'm not ok, I don't believe him, and no I haven't. Neither will you. I'm not ever telling him. I don't want my child to have a father that's a cheating, lying, UGH! I HATE HIM!" I burst out. I flop back into my bed. Daphne attempts to comfort me as I sob into my pillow. Every few minutes I let out a scream.

I hate him.

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Hey!

I'd really like to know if you guys like it or not. What do you think should happen? Should bay forgive Emmett? Should she tell Emmett that she's pregnant? Should she have an abortion or give the baby up for adoption? I'd really like to know what you think. Also, just so you know more about how the characters feel, I'm doing this thing where you ask the characters questions, and I'll tell you the answers in my next update. It doesn't have to be just bay and emmett, it can be daphne, Simone, bay and emmetts parents, who ever. I don't know things like characters birthdays or favorite colors or stuff like that so that stuff I'll just make up.

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