Funny Little Love

I Like It When Daddy Ruins Me...

55

ALEX

The sound of the shower running in the bathroom with its constant repetitive and hypnotizing rhythm is the only sound in the room.

I sigh deeply while sitting on Shawn's bed.

Mrs. Hoffmann, Shawn and I are the only people in the house and the neighborhood is also very quiet.

He dedicated his message after the win to me.

I know he meant me when I noticed my nickname on the display monitor at the stadium.

He came out to the entire world in literally a stadium today as someone who likes boys.

I didn't think Shawn could be any more attractive than he already is, but after hearing his words revealing that he likes a boy, that he likes me, echo all around the stadium, he seems a thousand times more attractive to me than he used to before it happened.

Of course there were a few very observable angry reactions from the girls around the stadium, especially because I could hear a collective moan of disappointment from the entire stadium, which was either because they found out that he was most probably no longer single or because they found out he was also attracted to boys, depending on if they were homophobic or not.

He came out and I'm so happy that he is finally comfortable enough with his sexuality to be able to not hide it publicly.

I have been there for a long time now, but I didn't realize that even though a part of me was comfortable with Shawn having his own pace of coming to terms with himself, another part was always feeling a dark doubt if Shawn is just one of those guys who never come to terms with themselves and choose societal happiness instead of their own happiness, as one of those guys who unhealthily marry and date a woman publicly to be societally appropriate, even though they like a man, while privately spending time with the man to stay satisfied, meanwhile cheating on the man and his wife, both.

I know, I overthink a lot but that part of me has now been proven wrong and I'm so proud of Shawn for not being that person.

OMG he looked so fucking hot when he met me at the parking lot in front of his car with the hair ruffled from the short shower at the shower rooms in the stadium and a cute baby smile on his face.

I wanna kiss him so bad.

He's right in there, inside the bathroom, taking a shower, all naked, with his perfect butt and his huge dick and his perfect super muscular body which could crush me.

He could step on me right now and all I'd do is thank him.

OMG I'm crazy horny for Shawn Hoffmann.

My eyes focus on the bathroom door.

Should I go in there?

I want him so bad.

He got me so horny after what he did at the stadium.

I want him to ram into me like a mad horse.

I get up from Shawn's bed and slowly walk to the bathroom trying to contemplate on the way if what I'm doing is right.

Nah, I'd done enough thinking for today.

I'll let my hormones guide me.

I reach the bathroom door and extend my right hand towards the knob.

The metal of the knob feels cold in my hand.

I turn it until I hear the click and the door swings open.