Funny Little Love

You Look So Hot Doing That...

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ALEX

Shawn's garage is all lit up with white lights and the trunk of his black SUV is lifted open and Shawn is bent over while his hands are sorting some stuff in the trunk.

Wow. He got a super nice ass.

I walk towards him, well mainly his ass because it's pointed right at my face here.

I don't know what urges me to do it but I extend the index finger of my left hand and put it right between his butt cheeks.

"WOAH WOAH WOAH." Shawn yells and jumps, making himself stand straight.

He turns towards me and sees my face and then he starts laughing and then leans forward towards me.

I lean forward in response and our lips meet, while both of us are smiling.

"That felt good weirdly." Shawn says.

"Of course it did. You might secretly be a bottom." I say.

I look at his trunk.

There are two big spinner suitcases in there.

I'm trying to cheer myself up here and trying to pretend as if he isn't going away but that isn't an effective way to save me from the truth.

"You done with the packing?" I ask.

"Almost. I bought something for you. You wanna see it?" Shawn says.

"Yeah please." I say, with my eyebrows raised.

He put his hand inside his left pocket and brings it out in a fist and then slowly opens the fist.

There is a snow-globe in his hand and the snow-globe has a male ballerina inside it taking a bow. There is a lot of glitter floating all around him.

"Imagine that's you, someday in the future, taking a bow in front of a lot of people after performing in some elite hall. Imagine that the only reason those people came to the hall is to see you dancing. I know it's not something new to you but it's still pretty exciting. I love who you are and I'm sure I will love who you will become." Shawn says.

I feel my nose starting to block up and my eyes starting to burn.

I feel Shawn's hands go behind my back and pull me into a hug.

I bury my face into his chest.

I wanna smell him but my nose is all blocked up.

We separate from the hug.

"Thank You." I say.

"I meant everything I said. I believe in you, Alex and whatever you do, I'm sure you will be great at it." Shawn says.

I can't say anything but nod.

Good thing, my nose is starting to open up again.

Bad thing, the horrible feelings in my gut about Shawn leaving for Denver tomorrow, the feelings that I have been trying to ignore all week, are all coming at me at once.

Shawn pulls down the trunk lid and shuts the trunk.

I feel his left hand grasp my right hand and pull me with him.

We walk to the left side of the car and he pulls the door to the backseat open.

"I want us to experience it one more time before we go to college." Shawn says.

He gets into the car and lays down on the backseat.

"Come on in. Shut the door behind you." Shawn says.