I vow to love you 💍 - a stray kids fanfic

6. Honey

Chris -
my date with Liz went really well and I am excited because I've always wanted to you know be there for her. It's just scary people in need for two years. Well technically we were leaving married for five years but we had to remarry and check the thing due to the accident it's really scary I mean

I still have flashbacks of our accident but it's just so crazy when we met each other the girls got poisoned and then due to the poison in the girls had vivid nightmares and I have never really,

I don't even think Liz recovered from her nightmares or her night terrors because I still wake up and I ask her that

'm expecting to hear to about the injury from the accident, but she still remembers me being sick in the hospital and the poisoning that JYP

did it them but so weird because she doesn't remember a first wedding but yet she remembers everything up and tear that point and the doctor did tell me that you could have a certain percentage of memory but you won't have all of it and I'm very blessed that she didn't become a vegetable and

I would've never left or ever I'm because no one can replace her but I'm I'm happy that she's not miserable vegetable like most people are so

I'm just very grateful that she got an opportunity to live and be happy but I think the hosting for me is that and you know she doesn't remember anything in my biggest fear that maybe she'll remember to not hold you a rat like you never want you for some thing like someone because that's when things get because I think that make up to be true

Traumatic
  accident and very scary so you can't you can't go on out these places and things so it's very
scary and yes play them you know you probably won't get the outcome that you want so it just takes lotta time and a lot of courage to go off and do so and it's really hard .

Sometimes flashbacks just hit you so hard that it's like a knife going in your heart. What is this game back some of her memory now but it just doesn't feel right she gets really emotional if .

I bring up the word wedding because she knows we've been married for a long time, and she remembers like bits and pieces of how we met but she gets really devastated when she can't really  remember our original wedding because

I think because she was in a much more aesthetic back then and she's happy to be married now but there's nothing like me that your soulmate for the very first time that's how I feel with Liz.

I just feel like there's so much more to us and what had happened in the accident.

I'm not gonna stop every day is a treasure I'm going to get out this photo book and then they do you have a look at it but right now the memories are still playing in my head like a reoccurring kid show.