I vow to love you 💍 - a stray kids fanfic

7. Grit

Maddie

I am so happy that Liz is here. I didn't know she was here. I had no idea she would be coming here but

I am grateful that she's here because you're Stanek when your person and your friends finally do come because it's not that you know, lonely as it used to be because I'm at the moment
I was bit lonely I I didn't know what to do.

I didn't know it saying I didn't know where to go to. That was the hard part of me was not knowing where to go or how to talk or how to pray very very tough and you know it's scary because you want was best for this person but you also want to be happy and have been yourself because I didn't want to be if it's out of the girlfriend that followed him everywhere and I thought that if people knew I was a K-pop star, they think

I was like some for the gold digger

airhead, which I don't want to be seen as I want to be seen as a heroine like a strong as a warrior, princess relate to so I try every single day to do those things and you know now getting to those things are

I couldn't have those things and so you just hope for the best and it's so scary because you just want what's best so you try to get where you want to go in life without thinking about it so very scary and the more that you think about the The issue you don't think about it any any anymore him so you keep on on trying to hard to succeed in life and not think about it so the more that you do you know try to remain calm the better the situation will be for you and when I found out that my girls are back in town.

I felt very happy because I wanted to be be there for them and not have to think about it for much longer and that's the hardest part for me because

I really want to be there for everyone and keep them happy but even if that means not being happy myself I'm all for it and I'll continue to keep on you know working and I have a to give to others

I'm never gonna stop

, but I feel like there's so much more to my life on my story and I'm gonna keep on going.