I vow to love you 💍 - a stray kids fanfic

27. Again

Kairn -
So how's the memory coming do you have like bits and pieces of graduation with our dogs or do you remember meeting with Maddie and Bri

or is it just like a huge like blur like can you only remember like cruise name what he does for you or is it mainly the fact that he just can't member like a little bits and pieces of you and  Chris relationship?
Liz-

it's honestly bits pieces and mush
the doctor told me my memory is going to improve the time he didn't say too much more after that he just said that all memories take time he said it was a miracle didn't even have the amount of memories that I have now like remembering you, Maddie,

the dogs from my childhood the boys are boys it's just crazy because I still remember bits and pieces of graduation all those years ago but I don't remember the date that I applied for him .

but I don't remember much else. I just remember like I remember meeting Chris and like falling down but I don't remember our first wedding like I don't even know what designer dress I wore and like I can't think of the color I dress was I can't think of the color to bridesmaid Jessie Ware because it just looks like a bunch of colors and like every time you Google it you don't get out exact you know shade you just get silliness so I know that I will get better with time and it's a miracle that I finish nursing school on time because

I could've failed but thank God I didn't fail and it's OK and you know it gets scary at times because you eat you try not to get emotional, but sometimes the scariness and the intensity of the situation you know amplifies everything I found out I was pregnant today.

I hope it's a girl because I know Chris said he always wanted a girl you know so he could have a miniature version of me, but I would almost like to have a boy so he could have a miniature version of him, but I will be thankful for whatever God blesses us with, and I will never complain again because you don't really know how special life is until you know .

it's either about to be taken away from you or it gets a change and it gets very scary and I I don't know what to do about it because you just want to you know be there for everybody and you know do the right thing but sometimes you need people to be there for you like you said absolutely it's just very scary because

I don't really know the outs backed up everything so I try to remain positive even though I'm unsure of the outcome