I vow to love you 💍 - a stray kids fanfic

20. Begging please

Chris -she doesn't remember me she doesn't remember me. It has to be some type of joke she doesn't remember me how could she not remember her own husband have you end up cry? I don't even think I felt chain then Chase after me and told me to hold on her I would regret everything but I kind of did forget everything I had forgotten everything as a leader that I told the boys to do at a chaotic situation, but I guess no one daily immune to Chama or uncertainty or you know anything think that we're to anything I want my kids to have a mom and a mom and I don't want to be like divorce cause I took it out then I took a row to always be there to have tenderness and patience and give my two cents even when it's not needed I just don't know what to do I've been praying a lot more recently and I am I don't know what to do as part is remaining calm and chive to over upset because you want to be there but you know that it can only be a certain amount of time before it all blows up in your face. It comes crashing down. I feel like the castle glass have been sneaking up on me and for whatever reason it shattered down so quickly I think if I would've touched it anymore, I would've gotten supper balloons good God I thought where are you? Where are you and I'm so sorry. I cannot see if I cannot create tonight. I need somebody and always the 60s darkness comes creeping on and haunting every time and as I slept, I counted the weather from all the spiders and catching things and eating there inside like in decision to call you and hear your voice on trees on when you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this train tonight Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow
I miss your touch on nights when I'm hollow
I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow
Since the love that you left is all that I get
I want you to know
That if I can't be close to you
I'll settle for the ghost of you
I miss you more than life (more than life)
And if you can't be next to me
Your memory is ecstasy
I miss you more than life someone better come and hold me safe and warm before I snap sometimes you need a little bit of reassurance and I need that reassurance. Hurry up now I need a miracle tilt let me down.

Changbin- Chris hyung it's going to be OK. I know that you're in a terrible amount of pain and you're in it like a grief stricken state me and the boys are going to support you every step of the way we're here for you you cannot push us away not now, if after it's afterwards that you decide that you want to rekindle your marriage or if you don't wanna rekindle that marriage will support you but

I know you're going to fight for you guys, so what if someone stops breathing because do you know what Chris you and Liz have a love that cannot die and will never die because even if it's Off warm up row,

I am the luckiest girl in the world to have someone let me on as conditionally is this man I'm gonna support you every step of the way so don't worry .

Chris -
thanks that means a lot. I can't live without you but most certainly I can't live without Liz .