A love between a human and a monster

3.

"Hiii III'mm Armin Arlert. Niice to meet you." Said the one with blond hairs and blue eyes. Lillith: "Hey don't be nervous. We won't bite. We don't want to hurt you either unless you really damage one of us by bullying or that stuff." He was relived and sat down on the table. "Hi! I'm Eren Jaeger. Hope we can be friends." "My name is Mikasa Ackerman.", said a black-haired girl with the same look as Levi has. She sat beside of Eren. "Look what cutie we have here. My name is Jean Kirstein. The bald boy on my left is Connie Springer and the girl on my right is Sasha Braus." "Hi. Nice to meet you guys!", said both of them. After some minutes of silence Eren asked the first question "Can we get to know you four better by asking some questions." Toya: "Sure go ahead." Tenko: "But if it is too personal we aren't going to answer them.", Connie: "So how did you do that Lillith. I mean nobody could ever hurt heichou Levi?" "I guess I might have some techniques you don't know" Mikasa: "Show me them please. I want to kick his ass when he hurts Eren again." "Mikasa no. I can handle it by myself.". 'I like this girl' Jean: "Has this cutie there a boyfriend?" Toya: "Hey! Leave my kitten alone" Jean: "Wait he is your boyfriend?" "No he is not. He doesn't like it when boys talk to me like that. Sometimes I'm really thankful he does that. Plus he is gay so it would be awkward." Everyone was surprised. Toga changed the topic. "So do you have other questions?" "Yeah I have one." "Then go-ahead Armin" "I heard the commander and the captains talking about you being a captain too, Lillith. But only for you four. Why is that so?" I spitted out the water I drunk. 'Holy shit. Why are humans so dumb and smart. Ugh!' "Ähm we have issues to trust other people for everything happened in the underground. We had us four and we see us as a family. We can be more helpful if we four need to fight together instead of fighting with others. Sorry guys nothing against you. It is more our fault because of our attitude." "I understand." "If you excuse me I need to get some fresh air. Tenko, Toya and Toga could you come with me. You know I hate it being alone." "But Lillith-chan you..." Toya put his hand on her mouth. Tenko: "Sure Lillith we come with you." We stood up and headed towards the forest. In the corner of my eyes I saw Erwin and Levi looking after us. "It could be that Erwin and Levi follow us. We need to hide in the forest, talk about it and go back as fast as we can. Let's go.", whispered I. They all nodded and followed me. After we found a good place we started our conversation. "Why does this little boy hear everything he doesn't need to know." Tenko: "He would ask it sooner or later." Toya: "We know but it is not the right time." Lillith: "Tenko, Toya is right. They are going to find out we are no humans but now it is too soon." Toga: "Do you already have a plan we do when they found it out." Lillith: "I always think about running away. I mean they could say we are monsters and want to kill us." Toya: "I don't think the survey corps wouldn't do that I mean isn't that Eren kid a titan shifter." Toga: "Yeah Toya-san is right." Tenko: "Toya, Toga do you know we can make more problems than a titan shifter. In their history we are claimed as monster who only kill." Lillith: "Tenko you know we kill too. Toga and I can't survive without blood." Toya: "In the underground everybody needs to kill to survive so it wouldn't be a problem to hide it." Toga: "But what can Lillith-chan and me doing now Tenko-san." Lillith: "We need to drink animal blood. It's our only way." Toya: "So did we talk about everything now!" Lillith: "No. How can we hide our own training in the week. They can't see it." Tenko: "You are right Lillith, but let's head back to HQ's. We can talk about it tomorrow." Lillith: "Alright then let's go back guys." They nodded and we went back. During our walk I heard a noise. "I will be right back guys." I turned into my wolf form and run to the bushes and saw somebody hiding. It was Armin. I howled. Soon my friends arrived. Toya: "So who do we have here?"

Tenko: "A boy who heard things he wasn't supposed to hear." Toga: "Can I suck his blood for a punishment, Lillith-chan?" Armin: "Buu-uuut shhhhe isssnnn't heeeree?" I turned back to my human form. "We are not going to kill this cinnamon roll." Toga: "You are mean Lillith-chan." Toya: "Shut up Toga. It would be obvious." Tenko: "Lillith you are the boss. Say something." Lillith: "Alright. Armin listen closely to what I say. If you tell anybody about we talked you are going to get hurt. You think you would die but you are still live. I'm sorry for doing this Armin. I don't like hurting you or the other cadets. You all seem very nice. This threat only works for now. They are going to find out someday but not today because of you hearing things you weren't supposed to hear. Have you understood me?" "Yes maaaa-aaaammmm.", answer Armin. "Now don't be suspicious we wouldn't want get in trouble yet.", I said to him. He stood up, calmed himself and went back to the HQ's. Tenko: "That was close." Toya: "Yep. We would be screwed if you didn't hear him Lillith." Lillith: "I am lucky to be a part of a wolf. It was really close." Toga: "Can we get some blood Lillith-chan? Pleaseeee" Lillith: "We can't go now or this week. It would be too dangerous. Let's head back guys." We walked back in silent. When we arrived at the HQ's Erwin, Levi, Mike, and Hanji waited for us. Levi: "Oi what were you think about going alone brats?" Lillith: "Like I said in the Mess Hall. I needed some fresh air, and they accompanied me." "Tch. You really think I believe that?" "It depends about what you want to believe shorty." Erwin: "Alright that's enough. Calm down the both of you." As everything was silent he continued, "You still don't know where you are going to sleep. We managed to get the three of you a room." While saying that he looked to Toga, Tenko and Toya. "What do you mean the three of us. Where is going to sleep my kitten.". I saw how Levi was pissed meanwhile I cooked over with rage. "TOYA TODOROKI WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY. HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO TELL YOU THAT YOU NEED TO STOP CALLING ME KITTEN. You are older than me so you should be more matured than me. Plus you are gay." Toga, Tenko, Hanji and even Mike broke out in laughter. 'I feel so embarrassed.' "I hope you finished your arguing. Hanji and Mike show Tenko, Toga and Toya their rooms and Levi show Lillith her room and tell her what she needs to do as a captain. You are going to be her mentor until she gets everything right", ordered Erwin. "Tch", answered him Levi. "Bye Lillith-chan we will miss you."; said Toga and winked for a bye. "Toga we will see her tomorrow for breakfast." "Oi brat come on. I don't want to stay here all day.", I heard Levi say. I rolled my eyes and followed him. When we arrived at my dorm he opened the door. I was amazed. My room was divided in three rooms. In the first room when we entered my there was a big desk with a chair and some bookshelves. The second room was a bathroom. 'Does it have warm water' I turned the shower on and after some seconds the water was really hot. "Wow the water is warm." Levi didn't ask why I was doing this, and I felt how his eyes checked me out. The last room was my bedroom. I jumped on my bed and never wanted to stand up again. 'It is soooo comfy.' "Brat stay up and get out of the bed. I need to show you what you need to do as a Captain." "Why does he need to be my mentor.", I muttered. "What was that brat?" "Nothing" "You know I'm your superior until you know how to do everything. We are going to play with my rules not with your rules. Understood?!" "Yeah", answered I him while rolling my eyes. "Tch." "So what do I need to do as a captain?" "You have much more responsibility than the cadets have. We captains need to make meetings to plan new expeditions and new missions. Also we need to handle much paperwork. The paperwork contains reports of missions, expeditions, the soldiers that got killed and of the training with your squad. Okay?" "So does that mean I need to write something?" "Yeah brat. What else would-be paperwork for you?" "Fun fact. I can't write." "What? You are not serious." "Yes I am. I am lucky I can read. Tenko is the only one who can't read." "You lie. I mean I learned writing in the underground. So why you not." "Because we didn't live like you and your friends did. We didn't have a home. It was more important to survive instead to learn this shit. We didn't have time for that. I am lucky to know how to survive. I know your life wasn't that great either. I know much more about you than you think. But the life of me and my friends were worser than yours. By the way I am sorry for your loss." Levi was shocked and didn't know what he should say next. "Brat it is time for you to go to sleep. I will wake you up in the morning. If you don't wake up on the first time I say something to you it will hurts more than it did today. I am going to talk with Erwin about it and how it looks like we will have our first meeting tomorrow. You have new clothes. These are in the closet like your uniform. You must wear these or it could end bad. " After he said this he went to the door and left my room. 'Did I say something wrong? I only told him the truth. I know the truth hurts but we need to accept it. I really should go to sleep now.' I changed into the pajama and laid down in my bed. 'I hope the others are doing well. It is really different to be alone again. But it makes me feel save when I know they are in the same place I am. Goodnight mom and dad. I hope you are doing well in heaven mom and you in hell dad.' After that I quickly fell asleep.