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09 pt1-lovesick letter

★Dear Beomgyu-ssi

Please read this till the end!

I've stopped writing letters to you for sometime because I have been thinking about it a lot. I'm sick, sick that I can't stop being such a coward and just tell you that I like you. So I've decided to write this letter to you and give it to you. I will not slip it in your backpack no more. I will go to you and stand infront of you while you read. I will face your answer myself and not with those little silly notes! I'm lovesick I want your love, I want to show you all my love for you.

Would you be my boyfriend? ✿

-Huening Kai <3

Beomgyu hyung read out loud, I nearly didn't hear my question to him, he whispered it so slowly and soft. His hands dropped down, is he shocked that I'm the one writing letters? Or is he surprised that the so called bad boy (well mostly in looks considering I do get in fights sometimes but not often!!) Can write so cute and sweet letters?  I don't know but what I do know is that hyungie isn't saying anything.. “Beomgyu hyung–?”

“This, these letters are not just all a joke and a dare-?”

“What”

“Kai-yah, are you being serious or is this just a joke-?”

“Why would my feelings be a joke..?”
He.. thinks I'm joking? But I'm serious. I am I've always meant every word I've written and said to him.

“.. I.. I don't know. Sorry Kai-yah but I just, let's talk another time about this okay? After all I see Yeonjun hyung coming towards us. I'll talk to you later about this. I'm sorry.”

Beomgyu hyung let out a shakey breath before turning on his heels and walking away. Before he completely left I saw some kind of pained look on his face as he turned his head towards me and lip synced something, which I didn't catch as Yeonjun hyung called my name and I turned over to face him.

“Kai, bro. You know about that guy from yesterday that purposely bumped against your shoulder? He wants to fight you! Only because his ex girlfriend somehow got a crush on you!!”

“Just tell the guy I'm gay. I'm not in the mood to fight for such a worthless thing. Not like I fight just because I'm in to mood for it or not but you know what I mean.”

“Yeah I know DW! I'll go inform that dumbass~”

“DW?”

“Don't worry! I'll go now? Make sure to tell the others I'll be a little late in case he still wants fight someone.”

“Don't fight him even if he challenges you and all, we don't need to fight with a jealous kid, besides you've gotta go and help tyun move things from the storage to the music room.”

“Oh right, well then I'll go, bye!!~”

Hyung left and I started to go after Beomgyu, I got a text from him saying he wanted to talk to me in private by the side of the building, which is a questionable place to meet up, especially for him. When I see him around the corner I call out his name, he turns his head in an instant his eyes red, tears falling down, scared. As I walk closer to him I notice the bruise on his cheek. What?

I looked up from his face only to see Yeonjun hyung being held down, what the fuck?

“Well looks like to so called bad boy of the school is easy to fool~”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!”

“Oh, me? Pathetic, you really thought my ex girlfriend got a crush on you? That's funny really!”
Yoojae laughed, what the hell is wrong with him?

“What are you doing to my friends and why?!”

“Oh, dear Kai. What? I'm doing? I used them as bait, why? Simply because I wanna show all of the students how useless you can be, not even able to predict something like this or help your silly little friends.”

[A/n]

Please this is so cringe- I don't even know why or how I wrote this but I guess it's okay considering this is only pt.1 of 3? Idk honestly not proofread for 20 times so there could be little mistakes here and there. I'mma write the other part now-

Edit; I'm almost finished with the other two parts after procrastinating to publish them 💀 although I fr just skipped writing the second part bc it's just a filler between this(the first part) and the last part. I've also edited some of mistakes of this part.

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