That Time flied away...

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Ek time tha jab main nayi ayi thi aur aap sabhi mere stories ko pasand karte the...

Lekin voh samay abhi chala gaya hai...

Ek din many years back jab main akele baithi thi, I eventually realised ki main kitni akeli hun...

Saal bit te chale gaye lekin yeh akela pan dur hone ka naam hi nahi Le raha tha...

Kya karu kya na karu tabhi mujhe samajh aya ki meri imagination abb mera akela pan dur karegi...

I wrote my first story when I was in 7th std. I was not in any convent school or any CBSE or ICSE board or any international board. Hum sidhe sadhe state board vale, isiliye mujhe aapne so called talent ko show case karne ka kabhi mauka hi nahi mila...

I was in 10th jab hamare ghar mein internet aya, and I was in 11Th itself jab mujhe Wattpad ke baarein mein pata chala...

I waited and started reading on websites and finally made my own account when I was roughly 17. The first thing I wrote was Anuseena fanfiction because I felt ki makers seriously feminism ke naam par Anubhav ke saath injustice kar rahe hai, voh toh kar chuke hi hai khair...

Jab main koi bhi Anuseena story likhti thi na tab andar se satisfaction hoti thi ki atleast meri duniya mein hi sahi unhe justice mile...

Maine kuch stories likhi lekin dheere dheere mujhe samajh me aane laga tha ki bohot saare log, and I mean it... Bohot saare log meri stories mein interested nahi hai...

Pata hai agar aapke paas ek hi (so called) talent ho lekin wakt ke saath saath aapko pata chale ki yeh aapka koi talent nahi hai... Maybe it was just an hobby.

Honestly I love writing, main writing kiye bina rehti nahi hun... I keep writing, lekin maine recently mere behaviour mein ek change notice kiya hai ki main Wattpad par likhna hi chod chuki hun, main dusre offline apps par stories likhti rehti hun, maybe isiliye kyuki mujhe voh story kisi ko dikhani nahi hai...

The main reason for this is fear of getting compared with reader's favourite authors. Main yeh nahi keh rahi ki voh authors bura likhte hai. Voh mere bhi favourite authors hua karte the....

Yeh the kyuki maine abhi Anuseena fanfics read karna hi chod diya hai, I don't think ki main ab kabhi bhi padh paungi.

Aab toh draft karne ka bhi maan nahi hota yeh soch kar ki draft kar diya toh publish bhi karna padega.

Readers same rehte hai lekin votes decrease hote ja rahe hai...

I am heartbroken because mere saare school ke friends ne mujhe alone rakh diya but abhi toh Wattpad par bhi khud ko comfort nahi de sakti main toh... 🙂

Mujhe pata mere saari stories aapke library mein dust khaati padi hui hai... I don't blame you but myself...~~~

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