You said you wouldn't

Chapter 24

Sia's POV:

"Siaaa!"

Fay's over excited voice pulled me out of a not-so-deep slumber

I jerked up with a thumping heart to look at a smiling Fay

"Fay what the hell? " I asked her trying to calm my breathing

"You need to eat" She shrugged before taking my hand and pulling me out of the bed

"Okay.... But can you not be so loud?"

I asked her while trying to brush my messy hair with my hands and following her outside my room, dressed in a oversized tshirt and some silk shorts

It's been over 2 days, since I've returned back from the hospital

Aaron had my stuff shifted to one of the guest rooms from the 'servants room'

I argued that it wasn't necessary but she shut me up by telling me to stop being ridiculous

Also, I was their guest and he has promised me a decent work and not a servant's job that I was apparently doing

I was kind of happy yes, but on the other hand scared
I couldn't help but mutter how Justin wouldn't like that

At this a wide smile grew on Aaron's face as she exclaimed and I quote

"Oh honey! Justin was the one who asked me to do this "

I was confused , my heart beats getting faster

Why would he do that?

Why is he doing all this?

Speaking of him, I haven't seen him ever since he has left to Emily's that was two days ago

But I already had so much to think of that I hardly thought of him

My mind was preoccupied by Andrew, our marriage, our baby, Her, my future and what not.

After I returned from hospital, I spent the whole night crying , mourning and regretting my past decisions.

But that was the last time I've cried. I was still sad yes , but I have also accepted the fact that the worst that could happen has already happened.

I couldn't possibly do anything about it. I have to move on and look forward to my future.

I was an adult with responsibilities. I cannot keep running from them and depend on pathetic excuse of men forever .

Yes, I was angry at all the men I was surrounded with.

Andrew , my first love.. Who destroyed my life

He tried to reach out to me after being released from the hospital ,calling me non stop and even coming here requesting Aaron to let him meet him but Aaron has basically told him to fuck off and how he was lucky enough that her son wasn't home .
I refuse to let him enter my life anymore and control it like he's done for almost a decade

Justin, who.. I don't know where he stood in my life.
For now, he was just the son of the lady who was letting me stay with them.

And I had decided to keep it that way .

I was tired.

I missed my father.
He was and is the only man who has been there for me whenever I needed him, loved me dearly , protected me , fulfilled each one of needs before I even asked for anything but then Andrew came and ruined everything.

It's been 7 years since I've seen him or my mother

I missed them dearly, I wanted to meet them , wanted to hug them tight and never let go