You said you wouldn't

Chapter 28

Super short chapter. I apologize in advance.

Justin's POV:

"It's because of Sia, Isn't it? "

My heart dropped, so did my eyes .

I couldn't look at her. I hate what I am doing and I hate myself more for the way I am making Emily feel.

She doesn't deserve this.

In this situation you'd expect anyone to be yelling and shouting but Emily was weirdly calm. I could feel her eyes at me as she waited for me to reply. But when I didn't , she spoke again , her voice came out merely as a whisper and that broke me.

"Answer me Please"

Yes

"N-No"

I replied guilt engulfing me in it completely , I could feel a heavy lump in my throat that has become almost painful

But the pain we both were suffering emotionally was so much more.

To my surprise, Emily chuckled sadly making my eyes shoot up in her direction

"You're lying"

My heart dropped.

She knows

I couldn't look into her eyes anymore, so I did what I do all the time hoping it'd work this time.

"Em no.. It has nothing to do with her"

I uttered as I looked down at my shoes fumbling with my words. Hoping she would trust me.

"It's me, I am problem okay? It's me"

"Bullshit" She spoke. Her voice harsh.

"Em-"

"Get out " My eyes shot up only to meet her furious one.

Her hurt was turning into anger. I could see it.

I could feel it.

"Please don't do this Em. We can talk. We don't have to end this on a bad term"

I tried to..

To make things right?

Or to manipulate her somemore?

My conscience was eating me up. I had to  get it done with. I was getting irritated. I know I am at fault but I couldn't take it anymore.

I had to leave.

Like you always do?

Fuck it's all too much.

"Bye" I mumbled , shaking my head and turning towards the door.

"Yeah go ahead leave. Like you always do".

I heard Emily whisper . Her voice sounded as if the mere sight of me disgusted her. I know I am here to make things right but i can't let anyone disrespect me.

So before I could comprehend what I was doing, I turned around in a swift motion

" What do you want me to say? ! " I shouted.

Probably the first time at her.

And I regretted it instantly as I saw her jerk backward . Her eyes immediately filling up making my own soften in guilt. In pain. I hated how I was making her feel.

"Fuck " I whispered.

"Em-" I tried to apologize taking a step forward, extending my hand to hold her but when she stepped away from me in... Fear?

I knew I fucked up.

My eyes dropped to floor in shame as my chest ached seeing the girl I claimed I love in so much hurt. So much pain.

And the worst part

I am the one who caused her this much pain.

The guilt was overwhelming. Even though I wanted to make it right. I couldn't.

So instead, I turned on my heel and left.

Shutting the door behind me, I rested my back against it, squeezing my eyes shut causing the tears to finally flow freely.

My heart flinched when I heard a sob come from inside the room.

Well I couldn't do anything now. I have ruined it.

I ruined everything.

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