You said you wouldn't

Chapter 30

*Justin's POV*

The ride home was actually very different than I thought it would be. As my car reached the gates of my house, my heart beat went back to normal. My tears were all dried up and I felt unusually calm.

Is this how it's supposed to feel after breaking up with your girlfriend of 2 years?

Did I actually do something right?

I still have a doubt in my chest about my actions lately. But as soon as Sia opened the main door for me, it all cleared up.

She looked a little surprised after seeing me but didn't say anything. Instead she looked down and took a step aside to let me enter.

"Hey" I whispered as I took her appearance in.

God she's beautiful

*Sia's POV*

God he's beautiful

I thought as I finally looked up to meet his eyes.

Stop it Sia

Realizing I haven't replied to him, I shook my head lightly

"Uh- hi"

He nodded, clearing his throat as he looked everywhere except at me as he passed me.

The last time I saw him, he was in my room trying to kiss me.

I should be the one avoiding him. But I need to clear all the doubts. More like my doubts.

I need to let it out. He can't just barge into my room and try to kiss me whenever he pleases.

He is in a relationship for heaven's sake!

And I may be many things but I'm not a homewrecker.

Will never be.

I will never be... Her

So With this newly found confidence I turned around to face his back going to the kitchen.

"About yesterday - " I started , my voice as firm as possible

"We broke up" He cut me off stopping in his track but not turning around

I was surprised. Shocked. Confused.

"What? " I asked

I saw him slightly turning in my direction as he looked at me

My heart raced as I looked into his eyes, his eyes were sad, guilty and tired.

"I broke up with her... For you"

"I-" I didn't know what to say. I thought him trying to kiss me was just his lust and nothing much.

But I surely did not expect him to leave his girlfriend. That too, for me?

Does that... Does that makes me a homewrecker?

Oh my god, I broke someone's home.

I became that one thing I swore I'd never be

Oh my god this is so wrong

"Excuse me?! " I yelled, taking him by surprise
I don't know exactly but why I was mad.

Angry at him and myself too.

I just broke some girl's home. Oh My

"Why would you do that?! " I yelled again, surprising him again but this time his shock changed into concern

I could feel my eyes fill with tears and heart beating faster

I don't want this.

Not like this.

Justin paced towards me as he became aware of the affect this had on me. Soon enough my shivering hands were engulfed in his big ones as he tried to talk to me

"Sia.. Listen to me " He tried speaking

"No! This is wrong! This is so wrong Justin! I am not a homewrecker!" I cried.

I couldn't get over the fact that this man has gone and broke up with his girlfriend for me.

For me seriously?

He met me like 2 weeks ago.

"How does this makes you any different from my husband - " I questioned but was cut off immediately

"Sia! " He yelled. I felt his grip on my hand getting firmer  as he pulled me close to him.

Our chest touching, I bet he could hear my heart beat.

Our faces merely inches away as he looked at me straight into my eyes.

The sadness was no longer there. Instead it was all anger.

Anger for what..? I was yet to find out.

"I am nothing like him" He rasped out gritting his teeth . This was enough for me to get a cold shiver run down my spine.

His grip on my wrist was almost painful now , so I tried wriggling my hand out of his but instead this made him tighten his grip.

It's gonna leave a mark.

"Jus-" I spoke, my voice breaking in fear .

But he did not seem to mind it at all. The way he kept looking in my eyes, I could feel my knees go weaker by each passing second and then he spoke again his tone as serious as possible.

"You are not a homewrecker Sia okay? You stopped me from kissing you because I had a girlfriend. And so I broke up with her. If anyone is wrong in this situation , it's me not you"
He finished, as much as I resent this situation and him, his words seem to bring me some sort of comfort.

I did not like it yet I couldn't help but feel a little bit better about the situation.

I did not say anything. I couldn't. Instead I kept looking into his eyes as my breathing went back to normal.
I felt my hand leave my wrist before making there way to my waist.
He pulled me even closer to him if possible. I could feel his breath on my face and it was intoxicating.

"But Justin-" I whispered trying to do anything but stop this.

"Sshh... now let me do this "

I wanted to stop him. Stop this while I still can.

I don't know what will happen-

All my thoughts went blank as I felt his soft plump lips on my own and my eyes shuttered close.

Shit.

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We are not letting him go away easily.

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