Kara and Lena: Fly With You (Supercorp After the Season 6)

Chapter 36: Super Feelings

Kara's POV

The pain in my chest never left, it seems like it had gotten worse each passing time especially now that Lena was not around. Thinking of Lena being in someone else's arms was unbearable. I cannot unseen that truth. My heart seems to drown from the tears that keep streaming down my face. My soft whimper echoes inside the Fortress with my reflections that can be seen in every corner from the crystal of ice surrounding me. I don't know if how long I was been here but it seemed like the hours never passed. I stayed in one of the rooms I added on the place, this is where I kept my previous pod when I came to Earth but now it was empty I turned it to a secluded room. I haven't even mentioned it to Alex. I never planned to stay here before or have no reason why I should but this time seemed a good time to make use of it. The room has my Kryptonian clothes that I got from my visit to Argo City before. I never felt alone like this not since I first came to Earth. Having our hearts broken probably makes us feel alone and that's what I'm feeling now. I changed to my Kryptonian clothes and removed all my Supergirl stuff including the earpiece and turned off my homing beacon. I know I should never do it but I wanted to be away for a while. I want to drown in solitude and the fortress seemed to be the best place for it. The bed was made of crystal like everything else in this place but just as comfortable as I have at home. Being left alone in my Kryptonian clothes feeling the presence of old planet, tears stream down again on my face as I recall Lena's fate as it was mine. My heart which is not made of steel ached tremendously as it longed for that one person. I remembered Alex lecturing me to take care since I have a big heart, a soft big heart. I may be tough physically made of steel they say but this is the most vulnerable of all. My heart definitely not made of steel. It was already bruised by how much it was taking just thinking about Lena. I don't know how long the time has passed but I was crying and half asleep on the moment.

"Kara? Are you in here? Kara, please answer me!" Someone was calling my name but tears blurred my tired eyes so I just shut it again. "Kara? Kara!? Someone was calling again and this time it was much clearer. I know from whom that voice belongs to. The very person I don't have the courage to look at as of the moment. I opened my eyes and in that moment she entered the room by phasing on the walls like J'onn can do.

"Kara! We are looking for you for ages! We're terrified that something might have happened to you after you came here. Alex has been here but could not find you. I tried again through my finding spell and it's telling me that you are still here. Since when did you have this place built in the fortress? We have talked about a million times that no one is allowed to turn off our homing beacons in any occasions. Kara that is not a safe thing to do! God I thought something might have happened to you. Don't you know you've been off the radar for almost 18 hours now?" Lena was angry but worry was visible on her eyes. I feel guilty seeing that look. "I'm sorry Lena, I fell asleep and I never thought of the time, I just felt...awful about something that I decided to stay here for a while on my thoughts." I answered not looking her in the eyes anymore because when I do I felt like crying again.

"You're upset about the prophecy Kara but I never thought you'll be that careless to run here alone and not telling us where you might still be." Lena said her voice was still angry and seemed like there still a lot on her mind. "I was and I'm sorry I should have told someone before turning off my beacon. I'll just change back to my suit then we can go home." I climbed down from the bed but Lena took my arm to stop me.

"Kara wait there's something... I... I need to tell you something before we go." Lena's voice was hesitant. Her eyes seemed darker like so many times I saw it that way.

"What is it Lena? Has something happened?" I asked concerned. "No umm...it's just I have to tell you about the Book of Destiny has told me about stopping the Horsemen. And I wanted to discuss it with you right now." She said and I was anxious to hear what she might have gathered from the book. "Really, what was it? How can we stop them Lena?" I asked as Lena seemed a little reluctant to answer right away.