Emotional Trauma Sucks

Original Persona

(Intro)
Have you ever wondered if you have mere anxiety or possibly another personality?
Because sometimes when I get too lonely in some of these rhymes I hear mimes
A new personality can emerge to give me a fresh outlook on life when it hurts
So this song is for those who feel like they have friends living in their heads

(Verse 1)
We all have many personalities within because I view the persona as original sin. It was there to begin with and it'll still be there when you breathe your last breath
There are many things we keep hidden even from the original persona within
I tell people they should love themself because it's good for their mental health
But how can I be an advocate for mental health when I can't love my fucking self?
And how can I ever learn to tolerate hate when the disrespect is not up for debate
It's never okay to be mean and act the bully even if they deserve to be sullied
But the key factor is to become the new master of your persona
So I'll ask for a faster way to become the new master of the hydra
Then I won't have to worry about dying because I'll be reborn while ya crying
Growing new body parts while the blood squirts and regrowing my broken hearts
Said I should stop hating myself since a ghost told me that it's bad for my health
But then I ask myself a question as if I were on a spiritual mission....

(Hook)
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling kinda crazy
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling minda hazy
Does it really matter where it began?
Which one is the original persona?
Does it really even matter in the end?
And if I was the original persona...
Would I even bother to push send?
And then the cycle repeats
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling kinda crazy
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling minda hazy
Does it really matter where it began?
Which one is the original persona?
Does it really even matter in the end?
And if I was the original persona...
Would I even bother to push send?
And then the cycle repeats

(Verse 2)
Part of me is filled with anxiety and in a constant state of depression
Part of me is filled with happy and in a constant state of elation
But I'm merely one part of this nation that makes up my mental over-saturation
So am I just guessing or am I truly for questin' for a better inspiration
It's been a while since I forgot how to smile and it's been a while since I walked a mile
Too busy working to think about the state of depression
These days I've lost my mind in many ways because I see them Sun rays
And do exactly as I please even though arthritis in my damn knees
I still do exactly as I please and being lactose intolerant I still eat cheese
Suffer the consequences later but I'm not much of a hater
These days I'm feeling a lot happier and my poetry's a lot sappier
But it's better than being the lonely dude who got so sad it was rude
And I feel like a different person now that I've gone outta that depression
Which leaves me with just one final question....

(Hook)
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling kinda crazy
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling minda hazy
Does it really matter where it began?
Which one is the original persona?
Does it really even matter in the end?
And if I was the original persona...
Would I even bother to push send?
And then the cycle repeats
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling kinda crazy
Which one is the original persona?
Because I'm feeling minda hazy
Does it really matter where it began?
Which one is the original persona?
Does it really even matter in the end?
And if I was the original persona...
Would I even bother to push send?
And then the cycle repeats

(Verse 3)
I guess you could say that I've learned to be happy eternally
Mastered my many personas and now we live in harmony
I love them and they love me now and for all eternity
They eased my anxiety when I simply wanted to die b
And sorry for the slang but I think it's fun for a change
To a bit deranged thinking of facts so estranged
Or is it me that is estranged from society quite simply for being crazy
But don't ya love to live with ya mind hazy?
Like where did ya find that horsey and then he wanted to ask me
If I was crazy but I didn't know honestly if it was just my social anxiety
Is this my true personality and do you appreciate my honesty?
Or did you think I was better off lonely?