(Intro)
Do you ever question what is reality because lately I really can't believe what it is I see
Some days are filled with nothing but pure misery but some days I feel pure ecstasy
Trying to seek out happiness with all these thoughts upon my conscious
If you've ever felt like this and felt the insanity dig it's claws in and force you to be honest
Then this song is for you to help you learn to speak true
This song is for those who just crazy like can we really shape reality?
Or this just a mentality of those on the brink of losing their sanity?
Let's take a journey through the mindscape of society
(Verse 1)
These days I question if I'm living in reality or if I'm existing purely within fantasy
So many days are filled with happy despite this seemingly perpetual anxiety within me
Yea I still get my bad days and get my head in those bad ways
Filled up those sad thoughts like all I'm good for is bad plots
But I refuse to give up ever again because I won't live a life of eternal sin
So I'm just saying there's no need to be playing when those dark get to betraying
That's when you gotta supersaiyan dog I'm just saying how you can fucking win
Seek advice from the universe because it really never hurts
So many days I lived in misery before I finally learned to accept me
Regardless of how society felt I would never leave them again
Regardless of how anybody felt I would never leave them again
So all I ask is that you accomplish this one task and you don't have to be a taskmaster in order to prevent a disaster
And I really don't know what I'm doing here but I'll continue to fight my fear
Because at the end of the day I guess nobody can really say...
(Hook)
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I question my sanity
Is this really the best I can be?
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I just want one person to see
What this anxiety does to me
Is this reality or fantasy?
I can't really believe what I can see
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I question my sanity
Is this really the because I can be?
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I just want one person to see
What this anxiety does to me
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I can't really believe what I can see
(Verse 2)
I used to live perpetually within the misery and my life was a fucking tragedy
But then I learned a bit about spirituality and I changed up my mentality
These days I've learned how to be happy even when life becomes a tragedy
And I just want you to see that this is a place where you can be
And all you really have to do is conquer your mentality too
Sorry for that simple rhyme but I really don't have time
Gotta get back to work soon but first I'll make the whole world swoon
With a few sweet words from me to you just know I want you to be happy too
Can't really tell is reality or fantasy where I fell but I won't ever give up my spot in this cell
Because if I'm in a mental jail it's better than going through hell
So even if I had to write in braille my story I would forever tell
Of the rise to the top when I used to be the cream of the crop
Then they wouldn't hear the mic drop when my mental fell out on top
But enough about that let the thought go skeet skit skat
Just gotta be silly sometimes to be happy in some rhymes
But I still got the same question; with one inclination
Can I be your inspiration? Could I inspire a nation?
I feel like we some better music before I kinda like... lose it.
We got a few underrespected legends but upon some close introspection does it even matter man?
Because I will always question...
(Hook)
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I question my sanity
Is this really the best I can be?
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I just want one person to see
What this anxiety does to me
Is this reality or fantasy?
I can't really believe what I can see
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I question my sanity
Is this really the because I can be?
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I just want one person to see
What this anxiety does to me
Is this reality or fantasy?
Because I can't really believe what I can see
(Verse 3)
I feel like I'm going crazy got my mind kinda hazy like consistently
And is this reality or fantasy? So many times... here I shouldn't be!!
Did so many things that shoulda killed me and now I'm allowed to be fucking happy?!?
What the fuck is wrong with me?!? Oh yea it's anxiety
Through so many rhymes I've cried but oh so many times I've tried
So many times I had a breakdown and all I could do was frown
So many years I didn't want nobody around and now a loving community I have found
Is this even reality? Or just a misguided fantasy? Because I really can't tell what I can see
Or maybe I'm just fucking crazy
What do you think? Should I once again try to blink?
See if it all fades away? Never to return on another day?
I guess what I'm trying to say is that it doesn't really matter
If it's reality or if it's fantasy because right now you're here for all to see
So just love for the moment because it will pass and it'll happen fast
If you don't wanna be last then you'd better think fast
Because every waking moment we lose time which is why every waking I will rhyme
(Outro)
Whether reality or fantasy
Whatever level of sanity
It really doesn't matter to me because I'm here for all to see
So let's work together in order to find a way to fight this anxiety forever
Exorcise your demons and don't ever let them recover their power
Take possession of the negative parts of your personality
Upon inspection it seems relative hearts cause insanity
What I'm trying to say is that no matter what game you play do your best all day
Never give up on yourself because that would be detrimental to your mental... health
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Emotional Trauma Sucks
PoetryAn album about the emotional traumas we face throughout our lives and the ways that trauma can potentially affect us and maybe if we're lucky how to get past these awful events in our lives
