Emotional Trauma Sucks

New Start

(Intro)
Have you ever felt like you just needed a new start if only to mend your broken heart?
And when you realize you wonder why you believed the lies?
This song goes out to anyone suffering from the sameness so let's ease that away with the quickness

(Verse 1)
Felt like I needed a new start after the night I've had
And it's not even a broken heart that's made me sad
Just had a bad day and I guess you could say it got me feeling a certain way
So now I went and shaved off all my hair as if I were a babe without a care
Used to call myself a king and even though I rarely sing I'm a big thing
What I mean to say is I lost my mind and my vision went a bit blind
What I mean to say is I keep my mind a bit hazy because I'm a bit too crazy
You can be lazy and you can ignore me, from this day forward won't shit phase me
Gonna start living like I deserve to be living in my mental palace eternally
Shaping the world around me bending universal will into my reality
Attain the power of a god and learn how to find a beat to make ya head nod
Sacrificing my sanity in order to achieve a higher level of creativity
You can either hate me or love me but just know that eventually I'll be happy
What I meant to say was that it's time for a new start

(Hook)
It's time for a new start even if you don't have a broken heart
It's time for a new start before this life rips you the fuck apart
Time for a new start before you lose the heart
Time for a new start and chance to show people your art
Didn't you hear me when I said it was time for you to be happy?
BecAuse guess what...
It's time for a new start even if you don't have a broken heart
It's time for a new start before this life rips you the fuck apart
Time for a new start before you lose the heart
Time for a new start and chance to show people your art

(Verse 2)
When I have a breakdown I really don't fuck around
Sometimes I feel like I've been lost and never found
Some rhymes I feel like I really don't make a sound
But what do I know when I'm socially awkward yo?
Like how can I claim to know anything when I can't even sing?
But fuck the anxiety because it's time for me to be happy
And people gonna question my sanity but they don't feel like me
So I guess if you can find the power of a god then that's a reason to applaud
Don't even think or let your eyes blink as the thought begin to sink
Always be lost in thought focused on your life goals and end of life plot
Not talking about your funeral but rather your rise to the top so gradual
Just because it's not fast doesn't mean it won't eventually become part of your past
So I'll use yet one more rhyme to ask you just one more time....

(Hook)
It's time for a new start even if you don't have a broken heart
It's time for a new start before this life rips you the fuck apart
Time for a new start before you lose the heart
Time for a new start and chance to show people your art
Didn't you hear me when I said it was time for you to be happy?
BecAuse guess what...
It's time for a new start even if you don't have a broken heart
It's time for a new start before this life rips you the fuck apart
Time for a new start before you lose the heart
Time for a new start and chance to show people your art

(Verse 3)
Wow it's already verse 3 and I seem to have lost my memory
Can't even remember what I've said or if I've been dead
Not sure what's running through my head or why Oprah loves bread
But I had to throw in a few jokes to lighten the mood because depression is rude
At least that's how people act like so even if it's fake I just pretend to enjoy life
Ignoring all this pains and strife because I've grown so far from the knife
And I mean I truly am happy and appreciate but some nights just really get to me mentally and I forget all about me
So I've gotta keep working on my mentality so they don't send me off to therapy
Since it's just a bit of anxiety starts fucking with me making me think I'm not good enough
But enough of that since now I'm gonna learn to be tough

(Outro)
Look it's always okay to seek out a new start and it's always okay to stifle a fart
Look at me joking as I have hope in or is it faith in?
You
For being true to who you are will take you so far
So always be honest with yourself and seek improvement upon your health
Because I mean honestly. That's why videogames have a New Game homie
Because it's never too late for a new start.