Emotional Trauma Sucks

Miasma Of The Mind

(Intro)
Have you ever thought your own mind was to you often the most unkind?
Then you just have miasma of the mind making you live life so blind
But I'm here just to remind you that your fear is right behind you and fear ain't always true
Have you ever wanted to be alone; just shut off the power to your phone?
Well you not alone even when you wanna be people can still see
Your true mentality so take this journey with me and I'll help you with some therapy

(Verse 1)
Sometimes as a songwriter I wrote some rhymes that are quite a bit darker
I gotta go to a dark place to fight fear a dark place not many would dare to venture
And that's why when I get here I won't allow anyone to come near
Pour it all into my rhymes though some people treat songs like crimes
I'm just doing my own form of therapy since I'm too fucking crazy for anybody to ever understand me so I just like being lonely
They can call this a miasma of the mind but whatever it was made me blind to the kind
And I didn't realize how toxic the mental could be and how detrimental I could see
Or couldn't see at the time but now I'm trying to be happy just to be alive you see?
I really shouldn't fucking but I'm a motherfucking survivor
With my thoughts so pure and honest like they wouldn't believe a damn thing about this
But imma tell them regardless even if they always wanna see me as heartless
Ha they probably love me to be honest but I'm just always fucking anxious
And I don't know what it is but I guess it could be that or this when my falls in the pits
Just don't need to live in regret and don't ever need to forget that you're worth it

(Bridge)
You say you like to have a good cry and you say you're not afraid to die
Do you always seem to seek out misery? Do you consistently think about how bad it could be?
Then you might have miasma of the mind and I know it won't treat you kind

(Hook)
Miasma of the mind
It'll treat you so unkind
Miasma of the mind
It'll make you go blind
Miasma of the mind
One thing I hope you never find...
Miasma of the mind
It'll treat you so unkind
Miasma of the mind
It'll make you go blind
Miasma of the mind
One thing I hope you never find...
Is Miasma of the mind

(Verse 2)
We live in such a cruel world where the dark thoughts always come unfurled
Sometimes people don't mean to be different they just don't understand how to repent
When we misunderstand societal cues it can light a short fuse
Because it's so hard to function within society when we don't get to pick and choose easily
Like it's not like we intend to offend and it's not like we represent the ability to misunderstand
It's incredibly frustrating when I constantly feel like such an alien with a soul misshapen
And some days it feels like they all hate me other days they all seem to love me
I guess it gets me feeling crazy occasionally if I were to speak on it honestly
So many people go through life so haphazardly raising more than my strife and anxiety
Like why do people drive so crazy when it seems like such a danger to my mind easily
But I can't understand many aspects of society and it's got my mind in a state of toxicity
Wondering why does it sometimes feel like nobody will ever understand me?
Wondering why does it sometimes feel like I will never understand society?
And then I realize that this whole time hidden right behind my eyes was a toxic mentality

(Bridge)
You say you like to have a good cry and you say you're not afraid to die
Do you always seem to seek out misery? Do you consistently think about how bad it could be?
Then you might have miasma of the mind and I know it won't treat you kind

(Hook)
Miasma of the mind
It'll treat you so unkind
Miasma of the mind
It'll make you go blind
Miasma of the mind
One thing I hope you never find...
Miasma of the mind
It'll treat you so unkind
Miasma of the mind
It'll make you go blind
Miasma of the mind
One thing I hope you never find...
Is Miasma of the mind

(Verse 3)
Some people got a miasma of the mind and it can make them feel oh so blind
So please treat everyone so kind because they might just have miasma of the mind
Now a miasma don't mean you're crazy and it doesn't necessarily mean you can't be happy
It's just a side effect of your personality and potentially one of the reasons you never seem to feel accepted by society but still you used to be so lonely but now you wanna be just like me
Making a living simply by writing while chasing my dreams and always fighting
Maybe I haven't achieved all my desires but I know it's not easily that a brain rewires
And adaptability is something this life requires but I won't give up any of my so called powers
You don't have to listen to the haters because 9 times out of 10 they just jealous abusers
So I'm just trying to make prove to you that not all insanity is born from misery and leads to happy eventually down the road eternally
But you have to learn to accept yourself because as I always say it's better for your mental health and leads to spiritual wealth

(Outro)
So basically all I'm saying is that it's okay to be who you are and live your life honestly.
All I really want from this society is for them to accept me even if I turned out to be crazy
When you live day to day keeping your mind hazy because in this society we imprison what those around us deem as crazy
All I'm trying to say is turn your insanity into a way to be purely happy
You never need to be alone because only you can acquire your own spiritual throne