Fighting The lust {Waterloo road}

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Megan knew how she was trying to take it easy since the scare with the baby but Tom had told her how he wanted her back and it scared her.

Megan knew all that they had been through and she knew that as much as she missed Tom and loved what they had in the past.

She knew how toxic that they had been lately and she knew it wasn't easy when they were having a baby and she didn't know what to do

Megan sat in her bed as she sat texting Tom and sighed, she knew that since the scare that he had been nothing but nice and for that she was grateful for. Megan knew that everything was a mess and it scared her and she didn't know what to do. She wanted to do what was best for her baby and she knew that she didn't want to fight anymore with Tom

She was pregnant and she was exhausted and she knew that she didn't need it anymore. She knew it was all getting to her and she knew that she just wanted it to all be oaky. Megan stood from her bed as she got ready and made something to eat as she heard a knock at the door and smiled as she saw Tom

"What are you doing here" she asked as he looked to her and smiled

"I wanted to see how you our, the fact that we almost lost the baby scared me and I know it scared you and I just wanted to see how you are" he asked as she smiled

"I'm okay, I was just getting ready for work and don't worry I will take  it easy, madison has already told max I have too. I just can't stop thinking over what could of happened if I lost the baby" she said as he smiled

"I know it's scary but our baby is okay and it is still okay.  It's a fighter like their mum" Tom said as Megan looked to him and smiled

"I'm glad you're here Tom but I haven't thought over us and what's going on. I need to think" she said as Tom smiled

"That's okay I get it" he said as she smiled

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Megan got to work and walked into the staffroom and smiled as she saw a dish "hey how are you feeling, I hope your taking it easy" Madison asked as Megan smiled

"I am. Tom told me how he wants me back after I got back to the hospital and. I have been thinking, I was thinking over all of it and what a mess it was and I don't know. You know how Tom treated me after we broke up and having a baby isn't going to make it easier I can't let him do that to me again but we were good together" Megan said as Madison smiled

"I know it's not easy and I know that your scared but you need to talk to Tom and explain that and if you want to get back with him and you want to try again then you should. Your my sister and you deserve to be happy and I. Know that deep down that you still love Tom" Madison said as Megan smiled

Megan placed a hand on her bump and sighed as she looked to Tom as he stood talking with Steph across the staffroom. Megan knew how none of it was easy and she knew how messy it was and she knew how she and Tom were always going to be connected as she was having his baby and she knew that no matter what she decided to do it wasn't easy

Megan sat down and sighed as she rested a hand on top of her bump and smiled

"what is mummy going to do baby? Should she give you another chance" Megan asked as her bump and smiled as she felt the baby kick away

Megan knew that madison was right and she had to talk to Tom over it all

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Megan walked into toms classroom as he looked up at her and smiled "hey are you okay" he asked as she smiled

"I'm okay I need to talk to you over us. I know all we have been through but I also know we haven't treated each other the best and if we do try again we have to work on that. I do love you Tom but the thought of being hurt again, it scares me" Megan said as Tom looked to her and smiled

He stood up and walked over to her and smiled as he pulled her into his arms "we can make it work. So what do you say should we try and make it work, be a family" he asked as Megan smiled as she leant in and kissed him

"Yes" she said as Tom smiled but could they really make it work this time around?