Ch-10

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" Aap fresh ho jaye mein apk liye khana laga deti hu," Amal said taking his bag, he nodded absentmindedly.

" Bahishab mein soch rha tha kyu na mishti ki ruksati ki baat kr le, graduation bhi khatam ho gyi hai, aur fir Rashid ki family ko aage pdhane mein bhi koi dikkat nh hai"

" Haan dekh lo, sahi hai yeh bhi" Aftab replied.

" sidharth tumhara ky kehna hai, sidharth!!!!" he called him several times.

" ji...kya..." he asked.

" misthi ki ruksati..." Adam said again.

" jaisa aap logo ko theekh lage kriye, me ky keh skta hu ish mamle mein" he answered excusing himself.

" Sidharth khana toh kha kar jao" farah yelled.

" bhukh nh hai ammi" he said taking the key of cars from the table and going outside the house, he knows what he is doing will going to affect everyone's life related to him, but he couldn't hold himself anymore, he is dying to meet her, to see her for once.

Standing outside the door he pulled his hairs in frustration, taking a deep breath he pressed the bell button waiting impatiently tapping his feet continuously in anxiety.

She opened the door and meet with his black eyes, she halted seeing him here, she didn't expect him at this hour of the day.

" aap yahan, sb theekh hai??" she questioned seeing his vulnerable state.

" Andar aa skta hu"

" aapka yahan aana Sahi nh hai" she stated while her heart wants the exact opposite.

" oh fuck off shehnaaz, get aside" he asserted entering the house and locking the door.

" ek cup cahe milegi mera sar dhukh rha hai" he demanded sitting on the mattress resting his head on the wall, her heart feels complete in an instant, and for the first time he demanded something from her with full right.

" ji" she put the vessel on the gas adding water, tea, and ginger...he examine the room which is so small to live in but for one person it was enough, and she decorated it beautifully with fairy lights, artificial plants and fragrances candles, the study table kept on another side with some books on it and stationary.

he examine the room which is so small to live in but for one person it was enough, and she decorated it beautifully with fairy lights, artificial plants and fragrances candles, the study table kept on another side with some books on it and stationary

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" aap chinni kesi lete hai" her voice comes from the kitchen.

" jaise tumhe pasand ho bana do" she didn't replied just nodded her head.

"Ye lijiye" she said forwarding him a cup of tea

" tumhari cahe kha hai"

" mera man nh hai" she answered playing with the hem of her dupatta.

" aise kese man nh hai aap apne mehmano ko company nh deti"

" mehman kabhi koi aata hi nh hai, aur aap mehmaan nh hai" she answered with all honesty.

"It has been three days shehnaaz, tumne ek baar bhi zaroori nh smjha mujhe itni badi baat batana, overnight you changed the house," he makes her sit opposite him holding her hand, she tried to pull her hand back and he let her.

" hum.mare...bich kya hai" she questioned.

" nh malum" he answered honestly.

" yeh aise itni raat mein milna glt hai,"

" janta hu, par tumhe dekh kar sukoon milta hai, tumse baat krne ko man tarasta hai, tumhare saath chup chap bethne ka man karta hai, jitna sukoon mujhe apne teen saal ke nikkah se nh aaya utna sukoon sirf tumhe theekh dekh ke aata hai, mein janta hu jo mein keh rha hu aur jo mein kr rha hu woh glt hai par dil pe zor nh chl rha hai, ish baar nh ho paa rha hai, ghutan mehsus ho rhi hai andar hi andar khuch chl rha hai jo tod rha hai mujhe, i know this is wrong very wrong, mujhe nh aana chiye tha yahan, apne ghr mein jaane ka man nh karta because she is the....i tried every possible way to work on this marriage, i did, maine baar baar uski har glti pe parda dala, usko smjaya, usko khush rkhne ki koshish ki jitna kar skta tha, and in return she only has complaints, we were just roommates, woh nh smjh paati mera dard, meri baatein jo tu bina kahe smjh leti hai there is something unsaid in between us," shehnaaz never in her life seen him like that, he looked broken...very broken to be precise, she doesn't know how to comfort him, the pain in his eyes hurting her deeply, she scooted closer to him, resting her hand on his she waited for some time, the simple touch calms his heart like never before.

" mu..mmjhe nh pta mein ky kahu," she tells him innocently looking down.

" you used to sit like that jab tumhe kisi question ka answer nh aata tha" he stated.

" meri taraf dekho, are you ok?? Kahi drd ya khuch bhi," he said cupping her face lovingly, the tears filled in her eyes, and a sob left out from her mouth.

"Hey hey why are you crying baba tell me, drd ho rha hai abhi bhi, he asked touching the corner of her lips, she denied hiccupping in between cries.

" no...body....asked me about me...about how I am feeling in years, no one did, .......mere ammi abbu ne bhi nh phucha maine unhe btane ki koshish ki lekin unhone undekha ke Saath saath mujhe unsuna bhi kr dia, maine sachi qasam lage aisa khuch nh kia tha jisse sharminda hona pade unhe" he took her petite body on his lap stroking and rubbing her back.

" mein....allah...miyan se phuchti hu mujhe itna drd kyu dia, itne mahine hogaye un logo ne ek dafa bhi mera haal jaanne ki koshish nh ki... Unhone kha tha ki mein unke liye...mar gyi hu....maine toh apne abbu ammi ki khushi aur izzat ke liye bina apni pasand se nikkah kr lia, apni mohabbat ko ek pal mein bhulane ko tayar ho gyi lekin woh mera dard tak nh dekh paaye....nh dekh paaye.....har roz mujhe akele dar lagta hai, neend nh aati raaton ko, awaazein goonjti hai mere kaano mein, aankhein band karti hu toh woh sb khuch yaad aata hai," she starts shivering badly, he made her lay on the bed and hugged her shivering body.

" I am here...mein hu yahan, tum so jao" she tightly clutched his hand on her waist.

" aap..chle...jayenge...mujhe malum hai" she stated.

" I am not going anywhere bacha, I am here only with you, sleep," he said kissing the side of her head, stroking her hair till the time he heard her soft breathes, he abuses himself for her condition, what if he said yes at that particular moment?? They would be fine, might enjoying life every second but destiny decided it this way, he sighed closed his eyes and soon drifted to sleep.
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" where is he?? Aap phone laga ke phuche" Farah said in worry, her heart knows where he might go but her mind refuses any possibilities, his son knows his boundaries very well.

" nh utha rha hai aa jayega chinta mat karo"

" kese chinta na kru raat ke ek baje hai, itni der Bahar rehna achi aadat nh hai"

" woh bada ho chuka hai itna baand ke nh rkh skte hai farah ji, ushe apne ache bure ka pta hai, Aap Ushe khuch waqt de, jo Amal ne kia hai woh itni zaldi zehen se nh niklega,"

" mera dar khuch aur hi hai siddqui shahb, khuch aur hi hai, aur mein nh chahti mera beta ush raste pe chle,"

" mein ache se smjh rha hu apk man mein ky chl rha hai lekin hum ushe rok nh skte sirf samja skte hai woh bhi pyar se, aur ky pta baat khuch aur hi ho,"

" kaash aisa hi ho" she mumbled.

"tum poocho aur main na bataun, aise tov halaat nahi,
ek zara sa dil toota hai, aur tov koi baat nahi"

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Many of you asking the meaning of Mehram it's means
a spouse, a confidant, intimate friend, anyone who is admitted into the women's apartments or into a sacred place

And story point of view se it mean jiske saath aap apne dard dhukh, khushi sb share kar sko, jo apk humsafar ho.

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