MERE MEHRAM (completed)

Ch-16

" he had a mild heart attack, but don't worry he is out of danger, khuch waqt me aap unse mil skte hai" he nodded.

" Mein apke liye cahe lekar aata hu"

" isse acha hota Tu hum dono ko zehar hi de deta"

" ammi.." he uttered.

" bahi shab isse kaho meri nazron se dur ho jaye, shkal na dikhaye apni, iski wajah se hua ye sb jo aaj woh andar wahan lete hue hai" farah requested.

" sidharth beta tum jao mein hu yahan waise bhi khatre se bhar hai bahishab aur agr koi zaroorat hogi toh mein keh dunga tumhe"  the tears in his eyes finally fell on his cheeks as soon as he turned.

" ky meri khud ki khushi itni mehngi hai??" he asked looking at the sky.

" bahi abbu ko ky hua woh theekh toh hai" zoya asked seeing his brother outside the hospital, he wiped his tears turning his face slightly.

" he is out of danger, tu itni raat ko akeli aayi hai" he asked.

" nh woh aaye hai, gaadi laga rhe hai"

" chl theekh hai mil le tu, ammi ka khayal rkhio, aur khuch zaroorat ho toh give me a call"

" aap nh ruk rhe" she questioned, her brother is extra sensitive when its comes to his parents and her,"

" nh Chachu hai andar, chal terko chor ke aata hu" he holds her hand helping her on the stairs of the hospital.

" bahi sb khuch theekh hai na??" she questioned, trying to read his face.

" yaaa.." he looked upward try to control his tears blinking twice, he smiled at her patting her cheek, he kissed the side of her head.

" I m fine tu mil le ish corridor mein hai aram se jana, I am watching you"

" aap saath nh aaoge??" she knows something bad has happened, something which broke her brother's heart very badly, the strong man she knows is falling weak, the man who is the strong pillar of their family is collapsing, he is hurt, he is devasted she knows.

" ba..hi" her voice breaks as she hugged him tightly.

" bs bs itna kyu ro rhi hai abbu theekh hai, khuch waqt mein hosh aa jayega, aise halat mein ye sb sahi nh hai baba and you are my strong girl, be calm ok!!"

" bahi I don't know about others but aap ye jaan le i love you so much," he smiled through his tears.
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" Ab theekh hai abbu?" Amal asked him, he nodded.

" sidharth...cahe bana du"

" it's okay I am fine, I am sorry meri wajah se your father raised hand on you" she chuckled sarcastically.

" not first time" she answered, he looked at her with shock.

" you never told"

" you never tried to know me sidharth, actually no one does, bachpan se hi abbu ki attention pane ke liye mein khuch na khuch krti rehti thi but he never had time for me, asal mein me toh mazboori thi unke liye, unki pehli biwi ki beti jinhe woh kabhi pasand nh krte the, but she...she loved him apni jaan se bhi zyada, and my grandparents....they killed her, bcz she was not able to give an heir to be specific a boy, she was killed, the taunts, the words, the way my father just ignored her pain but us waqt smjhti nh thi, mamma ke jane ke baad maine har koshih ki to find comfort in his arms, to be his daughter but nh ho paya, I became rebellious doing every thing against him sirf isliye syd woh mujhe... You were good sidharth you were too good for me, and I tried...i tried to cooperate, mein tumse ldti thi taaki tum apne aap ke baare Socho, mujhe kahin na kahin apni ammi dikhti thi tumme, apne baare na soch kr dusro ke baare sochna, unki khushi ko apne se upr rkhna, you are a perfect son may be sidharth but tum apne ap ko kho doge dheere dheere aur ek waqt aisa aayega ki tum kho jaoge, i m not justifying my mistakes, i did some and i am not ashamed to accept them,"