Crazy With Love | M.Y.G FF ✔

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(Piper's POV)

My body was shaking in the best way possible, nothing else mattered, nothing else came to mind... it was just me and him, my hands shackled as he dove into me over and over. By the third orgasm I was out of it, my head was so hazy and all I could think about was him and what I was feeling. Each thrust sent me deeper into these feelings... not just the sensations he was providing, but the long term seemed to flash through me and I wanted these feelings to never end.
It got to the point where I ended up speaking, and I wasn't too sure what I was saying... I just let everything out as it came.... As I was close to cumming again.

"Yoongi." I moaned out, pulling on the chain that held my arms up. He panted, his hands reached up and he slowed his thrusts as he unshackled my wrists. Once freed, I wrapped my arms over his shoulders and held onto him. We didn't notice it, but as he took me over to the empty couch our two onlookers had left just moments before, giving us alone time to continue.Yoongi layed me down and thrusted into me harder again, He kept placing soft sweet kisses on my lips and I just wanted to be closer to him.
"Yoongi... don't stop... more... I... I love you." The words fell from my lips between his kisses.

"I love you too Piper, shit.... Fuck I'm cumming." He panted and grunted, plowing into me harder and soon we came together, his lips crashed down onto mine and we kissed each other passionately. Lost in emotions and the sensations our bodies provided one another.. We just kissed, exploring each other's mouths and not wanting to move from this bubble we had created where only the two of us existed.
I was so deep in my feelings I just clung to him as he lifted me into his lap. Our soft passionate kisses didn't stop till at some point there was a knock on the door.

"We're still in here." Yoongi said before softly kissing me again, the door opened and he pulled away again. I just kept staring at the side of his handsome face, my hands playing with his hair absentmindedly. I heard Namjoon's voice but didn't process what he had said. The next thing I do recall is Yoongi's lips on mine again and then him whispering praises.
"Good girl, you're such a good girl. We're going to go home, get a nice bath and then we'll curl up on the couch, okay baby? Would you like to watch a movie with me?" He was asking and praising. I just nodded and clung to him, my head was still so hazy but this here, in his arms, with his lips gently kissing my face.... This is what I wanted most in the world, this was where I belonged.

I don't remember how we got back to Yoongi's, I don't remember how I got into a pair of his lounge pants and one of his shirts, but my head started to clear when I smelled something yummy and my tummy started to alert me that I was hungry and in need of food.

"Ah, someone's hungry." Yoongi chuckled as he brought two bowls over to the living room and set them down on these ceramic squares. "Eat up, love." He said as he turned and kissed my forehead. He sat back down and lifted the blanket I was wrapped in, I moved to the edge of the couch and took the spoon from the soup and started to eat it.

"Mmm, it's really good." I said, enjoying the taste of the broth and the mix of potatoes, veggies, and meat he'd put in it.

"It's just homemade chicken and rice soup. Glad you like it." He said with a grin. We ate quietly, once we finished- Yoongi cleaned up and came right back to the couch where we cuddled a bit more as we watched a show on netflix.
My eyes started to droop and I felt Yoongi lift me into his arms again. I stayed awake from the time Yoongi set me down in his bed, till he got back from making sure the TV was off and the door was locked. He came back into his bedroom and climbed into bed next to me, pulling me to him as we snuggled till we both fell asleep.

When morning came, Yoongi was just as attentive as he had been last night. He was touching me more, kissing me more often, and asking me if I was okay. We ended up spending the day mostly at his place, cuddled up and watching movies, and we cooked together. I thought this might be way too domestic for him... but he was smiling often throughout the day.
I was thankful in a way, because even though my head was foggy last night... I know three specific words that fell from my mouth and I worried I had overstepped in some way, but he wasn't giving off the vibe that told me he felt pressured to say it back.. Yet he had... unless my mind was playing tricks on me.

"Myung-Hee decided to go with a fairytale theme. I set her up with a songwriter friend who specializes in that area." Yoongi explained as we had lunch in his office on tuesday.

"So, she won't be around here?" I tried to ask casually, showing some disinterest. Yoongi knew me too well at this point though.

"Yeah, I know how heartbroken you must be over it." He chuckled and grinned.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I replied, taking another bite of fried chicken. Yoongi chuckled and petted my hair before leaning back on his sofa and pulling me back with him.

"My jealous, pretty pet." Yoongi teased as he pressed his lips to mine. Lunch went by way too quickly, but the rest of the week was great.... Especially Friday night.

"So, you're staying the weekend... yet again?" Liz teased me with a grin.

"Yes, you and your man can have the apartment to yourselves to get your freak on." I confirmed. She giggled and dashed off happily to the living space where she squeaked out in happiness.
I finished getting my overnight bag together and waited for Yoongi's text. Once he texted me that he was here, I said goodbye to Liz and headed out the door after slipping on my shoes. I'd never been so excited and happy to get out of there and see Yoongi. He was standing by his car, baseball cap on backwards, thick jacket that was zipped up, black jeans and boots that were covered in snow. With the holidays approaching it has been snowing here a lot. It made it nice for cuddling up with Yoongi though. He opened the door for me and helped me with my bag, which he tossed on the back seat.

"Ready?" He asked as he got in on the drivers side and started his car. I smiled and nodded, he held my hand as he pulled away from the curb. Our fingers entangled as he drove, it was nice like this.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I noticed we weren't going to his place.

"You'll see." He said with a grin. "Just enjoy the ride." he smirked and focused on driving. We were soon leaving the city, he drove us out into the countryside, away from all the tall buildings and crowded sidewalks. Eventually he pulled up into this narrow road that went into the woods.

"This isn't the part where you tell me this whole thing was a scheme and you're just going to bury my body out here.... Right?" I said with a raised brow at him. He laughed and nodded.

"Ah yes, because I'm secretly a crazy stalker... or murderer. I played you all along, pet." He smirked, I could tell he was teasing me. "Seriously, is that what you think of me? My crazy pet, what an imagination you have." He chuckled again but remained silent on where he was taking me. We pulled up to a nice park entrance. Yoongi drove in and there was a shop with a bike path that went up the road more.

"Where... are we?" I asked again, knowing I most likely wasn't going to get an answer. Yoongi's smirk confirmed that he most definitely wasn't going to reveal any information yet. It was cloudy and looked like it would rain soon as he drove up the road and turned off onto a dirt path. We drove down the path till it opened into some clear spots, there was a building to the right and just passed it was a river with a large tent set up. Yoongi parked next to the tent and sighed softly. He turned the car around and backed up to the tent.

"Stay right here, I'm going to attach this piece." He said as he leaned over after parking the car, he kissed me softly and then got out. He pulled something off the top of his car and I tried to watch in the side mirror what he was doing. I got curious and turned around to get a better look. Yoongi had unfolded something and then began attaching it to the back end of his SUV. I watched him come around to the sides and tie something. To the top and then he crouched down again. A handful of moments later he opened my door and told me to hurry into the tent. I followed his instruction and went around the tent, my sneakers crunching the leaves that were cold and brittle. Yoongi held the flap open and let me inside, it wasn't much warmer inside the tent but there was a wooden stove and a closed off are with a space heater. The electrical cord was hidden under the tarp and other things covering the floor further into the tent.
"Shoes off here, and put on the slippers." Yoongi instructed as he set some white slippers at my feet. I stepped into their warmth and followed Yoongi along to the hallway-like tent piece he had hooked up to the back of his SUV.

"This is kind of cool. It's like a hallway leading to the car." I said as he started taking things out of the back of the car, setting them down.

"Yeah. Jon hooked me up with this, and he even helped me set it up last night. I like to camp from time to time. Being out in nature helps me write, it's something I picked up from Namjoon." He said with a smile. I helped him get everything moved over to where the stove was and the table and chairs. I stepped up onto the soft thick mat-like flooring that made it feel more homely in the tent.
"Having fun exploring?" Yoongi chuckled as he watched me bounce a little on the floor to test the cushiony feel of the floor. Inside the smaller tent was a bed set up, lots of pillows and blankets. I also noticed the hooks and a few familiar toys in a box on the side of the bed.

"So this whole smaller tent is just the bed?" I asked, smirking a little.

"Mhm, and that behind you is the heater, it will heat the inside of the tent throughout the night. The wood stove will also heat this whole tent but eventually it will die out so we have to have the electric heater for warmth. Unless you want to rely on just body heat." He grinned, being his cheeky self as usual.

"As great as that sounds, I think I'd like to not have frostbite before or after the kind of activities we will do for the body heat you speak of." I replied, making him chuckle a bit before he set up the wood for the wood stove.
Once the wood stove was on it became warmer inside the tent. He showed me the building that was for personal private bathrooms and showers. He handed me a card with the passcode on it.

"Use this to use the restroom assigned to us, there's also a shower in there but no bathtub. Just remember the code or bring that card with you and you can wash up or whatever." He explained before turning around and heading back to the tent, I followed behind him to go get my stuff to put in our private bathroom. While I did that, Yoongi was setting up snacks and finishing up hanging some fairy lights.

"I've never been camping like this before." I said as I sat near the wood stove, feeling so much warmer now that it was on and burning some wood.

"Well, I'm glad to be the one to break your camping cherry." Yoongi smirked. "Alright, it's much warmer now." He said as he stood from his crouched position, as he removed his heavy coat as he stood. His black t-shirt stretched over his toned body and gave me a much better look at his form. He glanced at me and grinned.
"Are you going to stare?" He asked. We both looked up as a sudden sound of rain hitting the tent grabbed our attention. Yoongi unbuckled his jeans and walked back to the bed he'd set up in the smaller inner tent. He just stared at me and I knew he wanted me to get up and join him.
I stood in front of him, just outside the smaller tent. He looked up at me as he pulled his belt off and unzipped his jeans. He leaned back, his arms stretched out behind him for support.

"Strip." He said softly. It was a command, not an option, and certainly not a question. I unzipped my coat, shrugging it off my shoulders and letting the fabric clump and fall to the floor behind me. Next, my shirt... then my jeans, till I was in nothing but my bra and panties. He watched my every move and if someone asked me how it felt... I could only think of one word- Powerful. 

I was still new to this lifestyle that he enjoyed and preferred so much... but never, in any typical relationship have I felt this. I might be the one who submits to him, but the way he watches me.. The way his head tilts as his eyes follow my every move... it's powerful, it makes me feel powerful. He looks at me as though I'm his queen, but I submit to him... because he's my King. As I grasp these thoughts, I remove my underwear and bra. He simply holds his hand out to me and I place my hand in his as he guides me to settle onto his lap. His other hand caresses the side of my face as I straddle him. Yoongi places my hand onto his shoulder and he slides that free hand down between us.
I know what he's doing and I want it too.. So I move over his dick as he frees it from his boxers. I sink down on his length, his cock stretching me, making me moan. Without another thought his lips are on mine and he's slowly thrusting up into me as the rain gets heavier, the sound mixing with our breathing and the little moans and groans the two of us make. This isn't just sex, Yoongi is never slow and passionate like this. This wasn't a good fuck, this was the shit you read about in romance novels. No words needed, just passion and that four letter word that I'd grown to think had a vendetta against me. Everything I felt in that moment was good, and amazing, and fueled by that four letter word. And that... is when I knew I was beyond hope. I wasn't falling for this man, no... that time had passed. I was in love with Yoongi and even though that word had been said...
I didn't know if he could ever really love me back.