The Promises He Made

^Chapter 33^

In the loving memory of Smokey Thor Devan I dedicate this story to him. To some people he mighta been a dog. But to me... he was my nephew. So I'm dedicating this to him. It's hard but it's the only way I can do something special for him. I loved him with all my heart and it hurts to know he's gone. But I'm glad I can have something valuable to remember him by now. And thank you to everyone who helps make this story a success. It means a lot not only for me but for Smokey.

(In this game the lesson's in your eyes to see
Though things change, the future's still inside of me
We must remember that tomorrow comes after the dark
So you will always be in my heart, with unconditional love)

I love you Smokey! And I dedicate Tupacs song 'UNCONDITIONAL LOVE' from me to you. Luh you baby boy.

~💛Smokey Thor Devan💛~
7-16-2015💓💕💔💘💖
R.I.P baby boy🎈🙌🙏
We love and miss you truly.
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I was laid out on my California King bed while reading a Victoria's Secret magazine and drinking a glass of white wine. I'm not a heavy drinker but ever since I had two bad ass kids I need a little sumn sumn every now and then. And after the morning I had today with them this is my second glass. And it's doing me well.

I was waiting for Deandre to get back home so we could just relax together for a few minutes. He's so good to me. And I swear I love that man. I jumped to conclusions that day I heard Tiaria and him on the phone. He didn't get anybody pregnant. His best friend was pregnant and he was excited to be a godfather. But unfortunately she had a miscarriage. Then as time went on we ran into each other one day. Then slowly we started dating again. Jaheem and Justice were maybe two or three. And they've loved him ever since. He didn't care I had two kids. He was actually excited. He takes care of them as if their his own. And I love him so much for that. He never once judged me for it either. In fact he told me he never wanted to be away from me. And that it had to mean something when we ran into each other again. So here we are 3 years later going strong. And the best part about it... He's never pressured me for sex!!!

We don't live together officially. Yet! He lives a little far away so that he doesn't have to travel far to get to his campus. He stays over here most of the time. And he has a lot of his stuff at my house, and I'm fine with that. I wish he'd just move in already!! I'm tired of waiting for him to ask me to move in with him. But at the same time I don't want to rush him. That's the last thing I want to do, is rush. So maybe we're not in a ready position in our relationship to move in together...... No fuvk that! We been dating 3 1/2 years, and then some. And we have a family. We're ready!

"Baby! You here?" I heard Deandre yell after the front door had shut.

"Yeah I'm in the bedroom!" I yelled as I continued to read my magazine. I heard the stairs creak as he walked up them. I flipped through pages as he entered the room. His hands were behind his back. A smile spread across his face as he looked at me.

"Hey babe." He says smiling as he walked toward me. I sat on my knees as I hugged his neck tightly. Damn he smells good! I tried to peek behind him to see what he had, but he's way too tall.

"How are you?" He ask still huggin me. I pulled away from the hug just enough so I could look him in his eyes.

"Lonely without these." I respond before smashing my lips onto his. I felt him smirk against my lips as he kissed back. He pulled away smiling widely.

"I bought you something." He smirks.

"What?" I ask excited. He brought his hand from behind his back and I gasped.

"Chicken teriyaki and some ice cream!!!" I said clapping my hands. He laughed at me and handed me the bags. I looked in them excitedly.

"Oh gimme a big one!" I demand before puckering my lips. He laughed as he kissed me again. I pulled away still smiling.