I'ma make you smile
Throw you some paper
Girl, just be patient when they done deliberatin'
I'ma show you, you the greatest, all them other hoes be hatin' now
I'm rich and they can't take it, I'm just happy that we made it
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Tonya |august 11th 2018
I watched my best friend live a crazy life. got into the wrong crowd where he didn't belong. He got caught in the street life I hated getting calls from him in jail we always got into it about the shit he did.
We ended our friendship I moved out of Chicago too Atlanta with my aunt Lisa. She's like a mother to me since my mom walk out my life at the age of three.
My life is good I have a lot of famous friends like my home girl Keke Palmer also lil Durk he's friends with von too.
I look out at the balcony as the wind blew on my curly hair. I felt a pair of hands wrap around my wrist kissing my cheek I smiled. "Enjoying The view?" Durk asked.
"Yes what about you" I asked.
" your my view" I laughed turn around wrapping my arms around his neck kissed him.
Durk is in a relationship with India but like to mess around with me. This is our secret no one knows about us they only know us as friends.
This is wrong but it feels so right with him the sex is good. He a vibe he definitely take my mind off things.
"I gotta tell you something".
"What" I say still having my arms around his neck. "I'm working with von soon as he get home".
My eyes winden I'm so shock he's coming out I'm gonna have to face him after years of not talking or seeing each other.
I know he's gonna feel some type of way I never came to visit him after we got into it an ended our friendship.
"You heard me?" He say placing a kiss on my lips. "Yes" I say snapping back into reality.
"Ight we should leave I gotta head to the studio".
~
I look at Durk smiling and gigging at India as they both talk I rolled my eyes scroll on my phone waited for Keke to come. "You okay?" India asked.
I giggled nodding my head "I'm waiting for Keke to come'.
"Mhm I know you thinking about von"
"Gosh no maybe" I replied laughing I look over saw Durk shocked on what I said.
He know I told him I'm not into von don't want to be near him we not friends we ended that a long time ago.
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Keke comes in the door. "Hey y'all" I got up hug her. "Wassup what y'all asses Talkin about give me that tea" she sits done next to me.
"Um nothing girl we over here Talking about von and Tonya her boo thang"
"Who von?" She question.
"Her best friend and Durk brother well they not blood brothers ya know what I mean he's moving to here" India says.
Keke looks at me and gasped. "I didn't know you had a boy best friend".
"A long time ago can we not talk about this".
"I agree" Durk says.
Someone getting jealous.
Durk went into the booth as we were listening and eating. An hour passed I step out going to use the bathroom. After using it I came out saw.
I smirk roll my eyes. "Hey watch it now for they really be Rolling to the back of your head".
"You got jealous" I say.
"Of what?"
"Von when India was asking are you afraid of us dating?"
"I don't care, do what you wanna do- we not together we just fuck that'll all I got a girl I ain't jealous" he replied.
I stood there surprised on what he said but at the same time it hurt my feelings.
I know that Durk and I are not in a relationship but it felt like it I hate us acting like we were friends, him and India acting like a lovely couple.
I didn't say nothing instead I walked away shedding a tear can't believe he say that.
~ Flash back | September 12th 2017
I'm so upset von is in jail he told me he wouldn't get into more trouble I hate the people he hangs around with. I sat Infront of the glass seeing von. "Wassup foke you good ain't no body been messing with you?"
"No how you been?" I say.
"Shit good like always"
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He smiles.
He has a beautiful smile. "I miss you".
"I miss you too I'm be out this Bitch soon"
"Listen there's something I want to say" I say finally getting the sentence out.
"What ma'"
Do it Tonya you got this tell him you like him he won't turn you done I'm sure he feels the same way. Thoughts were running to my mind as I try to say another word but could. "I- love you "
He looks down smile "I love you too why you trying to make me blush an shit in here foke".
"Sorry" I say.
"You good listen I gotta go I'll write"
"Okay bye" he gets up smile. I smiled backi look down saw him chain up.
Aw von!
Present ~
I layed in back thinking about von how I wish we never ended our friendship. I wonder how he's going to be once he gets here.
I do wanna see him but scared how he's gonna act he probably not going to talk to me since we had that big ass argument about his lifestyle.
I hope he knows I did that because of love him don't want nothing to happen to him.
My phone buzzed I sat up grab it off my dresser.
Unknown ~
Sorry about earlier can I come over ?
Durk ? I soon replied back
Yeah let me know when you're out front so I can unlock the door
Unknown ~
Bet 👿
End of 1st chapter what you guys think about? What you think will happen on the next one? 😭
