feelings | minsung

7

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He wanted to slap himself for being so fucking oblivious.

***

As soon as Minho arrived home, he dropped all his stuff and ran for his room. He didn't bother changing his clothes before throwing himself onto his bed and screaming into his pillow.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" he cursed repeatedly, pounding his fist on his mattress. "Why did I run away? Why was I such a coward? Why couldn't I just keep my feelings to myself? Why can't I just forget all my feelings for Jisung and just pretend that everything is fucking fine?"

Take five deep breaths, is what Chan had advised whenever Minho went on a ranting rampage. He lifted his face from his pillow and inhaled and exhaled slowly. He repeated this four more times.

He grabbed his phone and checked his messages. Other than the texts between him and Jisung, nobody else had texted him--

Ding.

kangaroo hyung 🦘
Hey
What's up mate?

you
nothing much

kangaroo hyung 🦘
bitch i can literally hear it in your voice
there is something up and i aint leaving till 
you tell me what it is

you
we're texting, chan. you can't
hear me.
also, i told you.
nothing much happened.

kangaroo hyung 🦘
lee minho.

you
ok fine
so today me and jisung hung out together at the mall

kangaroo hyung 🦘
oooooo
thats nice 😏

you
are you going to let me talk or not

kangaroo hyung 🦘
right, right, sorry
go on m8

you
so anyways
yknow we went to the mall and
did stuff and bought stuf
then we went to the arcade
(which, btw, was the same arcade
felix and jisung went to)
and from there i earned this huge
squirrel stuffy
then it was getting dark so we went to the park
and uh
jisung kind of
told me he wanted to ask felix out
and i kind of lost it
i ran
i left the stuffy tho
i told him he could have it
i lost control of my feelings

kangaroo hyung 🦘 is typing...

you
bitch type faster

kangaroo hyung 🦘
howhfiufcouldyoubesotsupid??
youjlfcujinglitlebitchdfs

you
...
what

kangaroo hyung 🦘
i said, how could you be so stupid??
you fucking bitch

you
thanks
ur so inspiring

kangaroo hyung 🦘
hmmm
do you want me to give you advice?

you
yes
that is the reason i am your friend

kangaroo hyung 🦘
*offended*
fine do you know seungmin and hyunjin?

you
who doesn't??
they're the most infamous couple
at our school
the fact that hyunjin liked
seungmin for 10 years
and then seungmin finally liked him back

kangaroo hyung 🦘
well im sorry, i dont go to school anymore
so i dont know the hot gossip
anyways, i'm good friends with them

you
of course you are

kangaroo hyung 🦘
shut up and listen
go to them
if there's anybody to give you advice, it'll be them
go and tell them about your feelings

you
i'm not going to some kids
that are two years younger than me
that i barely know
and ask them to help me
with my love life

kangaroo hyung 🦘
i'll buy you strawberry juice for a week

you
a month

kangaroo hyung 🦘
fvck you

you
bye

kangaroo hyung 🦘
fineeeeeee
a month
but you better do it
bye bub 🥰
read, 7:13pm