𝟸. 𝙲𝚞𝚝𝚜 𝚗 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚟es

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Feylani's POV

I groaned, and started to wake up at the sounds of my mother, and father arguing.
I looked at the time, and it showed
"2:24 AM"

"It's too late for this.." I mumbled, and rubbed my eyes.

I walked downstairs to observe on what's going on.

"IM NOT FUCKING STUPID DEVON, I SAW YOU BRING A GIRL INTO THE HOUSE" my mom yelled at my dad.

"I DIDNT BRING NO BITCH INTO THE HOUSE." He yelled back.

Of course... It's about some dumb shit, I walked back upstairs into my room.

I put some headphones in, and started to listen to Drake..

"Last name ever, first name greatest..." I mumbled.

Damn I love this song..

I kept on randomly swiping my phone because it's dry as fuck. I have no friends. I don't plan on making any either.

"Yungdaggerdick..?" I mumbled confusingly as a text notification popped up on insta.

Who the hell is that..

Yungdaggerdick

Yungdaggerdick: Wsg

Me: ...who are you

Yungdaggerdick: who else

Yungdaggerdick: unless u got hoes..

I then thought of that random dude at the corner store...

Me: I don't have hoes lol.. but ur that boy from the corner store ?

Yungdaggerdick: yeah, if that's what you wanna think of me as

Me: you never gave me ur name so ig

Yungdaggerdick: Jahseh, what's yours?

Me: That's nice.. my name is weird ..

Yungdaggerdick: it can't be bad 😂, lemme guess, Fey?

Me: it's Feylani..

Yungdaggerdick: ur name is cute asf what is you talking abt

Me: oh thanks

I actually smiled .. that's sweet, because everyone makes fun of my name ..

Yungdaggerdick: np shorty

Yungdaggerdick: wyd

As I smiled, looking at my phone, about to answer my mom barged into my room.

"THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" she yelled.

"I-I'm not doing anything.." I moved away from her as she came closer, while I'm still on the bed.

"You don't even have friends.. why are you smiling at your phone?" She asked.

"N-no reason just please get away from me..!" I looked at my moms hand, and notice a knife.

Tears started threatening my eyes.

I'm going to die... I'm going to die... I'm going to die.... Just kept repeating in my head.

My phone started ringing, and before my mom could do anything to me, she grabbed my phone, and answered.

"Who's this?" She spoke softly.

"Uhhh, a friend to Feylani..?" Jahseh said confusingly.

"I'm her mother, she can't come to the phone right now.." my mom spoke, and hanged up.

She threw my phone.. somewhere..

"Where were we..?" She smiled.

"YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY" I yelled, and my voice cracked as tears poured out my eyes.

All of a sudden I felt a slash on my face.

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The next day

Jahseh's POV

"That girl not even responding to any of my texts no more." I said as I started to roll up a blunt.

"Vro chill, you don't even know her like that." Stoke reminded me.

"I know... It was the way her mom was talking, something isn't right.."

Feylani's POV

It's the weekend, and another day in this fuck ass house hold.
I winced in pain as I put alcohol onto the cut that mom gave me.. which is on my face. It's not as big, but shit it hurts..

I opened the mirror cabinet in the bathroom, and got myself a blade.
I slowly carved out "alone" into my arm. I smiled as I saw blood flowing out the carved letters.

I sat on the bathroom floor, and started crying, but laughing ??

I'm fucking crazy..
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I did most of ts in class😭😭
Next chapter is gonna be a lot hopefully..

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