twin souls. (Not done editing.)

11. Hunter you need help.

Oliver's POV

"Don't touch me!"
She screams at Amber and amber flinches back in terror.
Hunter is on the floor shaking murmuring something.
"Please don't"
I hear and "please stop"
And then she faints.
"Shit"
I murmur and Julian stands there looking at hunter motionless on the floor.
"W-what just happened?"
Amber whispers.
"To be honest I don't know."
I whisper standing there tense with Amber in my arms.
I've never seen her like this before.. I've seen her have panic attacks in sleep and more but this. This is something else.
Julian walks toward her unconscious body and scoops her up.
"I'm taking her to bed"
He whispers and I nod.
"I'm scared"
Amber whispers and I nod.
"Me to"
I whisper back.
"Are you gonna call your parents and tell them?"
She ask.
"I don't know. Maybe I should check first for myself. Is any thing is wrong"
I say and she hugs me tight.
"Your a good brother Oliver."
She whispers in my neck and I squeeze her.

Hunters POV.

I open my eyes and I just want to shut them again.
God I'm so annoyed like what the fuck is wrong with me? Did I really just have a melt down in front of bunch of people.
God I hate myself.
I walk outside my room and grab bottle of vodka and then I walk back inside my room.
Then I see big figure in my bed.
"What the?"
And then I see his blond hair.
Ahh Julian..
What is he doing here?
well I can't wake him up can I?
I sit down next to my desk and watch Julian sleep sipping on my vodka.
One day I'm gonna fuck him.
One day.
Shit I've finished the bottle.
I look at the empty bottle in my hand and giggle.
Well look at me.
I crawl back into bed and to Julian's arm.
"Julian"
I whisper into his ear seductivly.
Then I kiss his jaw.
He groans and I'm on him now kissing his neck.
"Hunter"
He whispers.
"Mhmm"
I respond pulling his t-shirt
"Are you drunk?"
He whispers and I nod.
"Stop hunter"
He pulls me off of him and I'm now laying on my back him above me.
"Mhmm kiss me"
I moan pulling him closer to me.
"Hunter"
He says with warning tone.
I wrap my legs around his waist.
"I want you"
I moan sucking his bottom lip.
"Hunter your drunk"
He says annoyed pulling away from me.
He is only in his pants and I'm only in my underwear.
"What you don't want me? Am I not good enough for you?"
I ask him pretending to be hurt.
Now he sits next to me.
"Hunter"
He says softly tucking my hair behind my ear.
"Your beautiful. Your so special and uniq and I like you so much but I can't have sex with you like this. If we make love i want it to be special."
He says softly kissing my forehead.
I'm crying now.
"I-I'm never enough. "
I sob.
"I'm s-so ugly"
Sob standing up running to my bathroom.
Puking.
I'm never enough. I'm useless.
I feel someone pulling hair holding it away from my head.
"Hush my love"
He says softly brushing my hair.
My throat is burning now.
"What's wrong with me?"
I ask.
"I don't know hunter, I dont know."
He whispers holding me I his arms.
"Why don't you want me?"
I sob.
"I do, I do want you!"
He says.
"No you don't you think I'm ugly you don't want me"
I sob
Then he kisses me.
His lips harshly moving in mine.
And I hear little voice in my head laughing and cheering like she won.
I wrap my hands around his neck and move on his lab.
"No"
He says.
"Why not?"
I whine.
"Your drunk."
He states.
"I'm not drunk"
I pout and stand up walking out of the bathroom slamming the door after me.
"Hunter?"
I hear a soft voice say in the kitchen and I snap my head to it.
I see small redhead girl standing in the kitchen. She's wearing Oliver's shirts holding glass of juice.
"Who the fuck are you?"
I spit at her.
"I-I am Amber."
She stutter.
"And why the fuck are you in my dorm Amber?"
I spit at her again.
"I am sleeping over. Ollie is sleeping.."
She says I can see she's scared of me. She's scanning down my body and then I realise I'm only in my underwears.
"You like what you see?"
I mock her and her eyes snap up.
"No! I mean"
"Oh you don't?"
I ask walking toward her.
"I ehmm I was just"
She stutter and I'm very close to her now.
She looks up to me and I can see her bones stick out.
"You were just what?"
I ask my fingers pulling up her chin so she's looking me in the eyes.
Her face is red.
"I-"
"Hunter leave her alone!"
I hear Julian's voice behind me.
Her head snaps toward him but I love her head back so she's looking at me and I close the space between us my lips on her.
She's tense and doesn't kiss me back but I keep going my hand in her hair.
Then she kisses me slightly back.
"Hunter stop this!"
Julian says pulling me away from amber.
He's holding me still and I look at him daring.
"What?"
I spit at him.
"What the fuck are you doing?"
"You don't want me! So I'll just find someone who does!"
I growl angry at him.
"And you think she does? You really go that low and kiss your brothers girl? Really hunter?"
He growl at me and I feel like he just slapped me.
"She's not my brothers girl!"
I spit at him.
"Oh she's not? Why is she here then? It's not her first time here?"
He asks towering over me.
"She's his sex toy!"
I spit at him.
"Oh your so sure of that!"
He spits back.
"Julian what are you doing?"
I hear Oliver's voice warning and I make tears in my eyes.
"Ollie"
I whine and he's by my side.
"Let go off her!"
He growls at Julian and he realises me and I jump into Oliver's arms.
"What the fuck dude?!"
He asks Julian.
"Oh don't you blame me!"
He says annoyed.
"Oh why not? I open the door and I see you holding my sister screaming at her!"
"Oh you don't want to know what she did! I really just saved your girls ass!"
He spits back.
"What do you mean?"
Oliver asks him.
And I fasten my hold on Oliver.
"Well hunter here was just sexually harassing your girl! And when I told her to stop she forced her lips on her!"
He says with disgust.
"Wait you did what?"
Oliver says pulling me away looking me in the eye.
"Did you sexually harass my girlfriend?"
He asks me.
Now I feel tears in my eyes.
"Why won't anybody love me?"
I sob.
"Hunter answer me"
He says hardly.
"She did."
I hear the soft voice behind him.
"Well I'm gonna call mom and dad and tell them about this. You need help hunter you really disgust me right now."
And he turns his way to his room holding Amber in his arm slamming the door after him.
I stand there numb what just happened?
I look at Julian he's there in his boxers.
"Hunter you need help."
He says softly.
"I'm sorry"
I murmur.
And he nods.
"I forgive you but you still need help hunter it's not normal to do things like this."
He says softly brushing my hair.
"He hates me and now everybody will hate me."
"They won't hate you. He's just hurt your his sister and you harassed his girlfriend."
"I-i didn't know."
I stutter.
"I know hunter I know ."
He says softly his arms around me and I'm holding him in my arms.