THIRD COLLECTION:PAIN #1 HELP ME FIND ME

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"Help me find me"

It's painful
I keep searching for myself
And it's painful.

Living in anguish
And disgust
All my hope and love
All gone , killed , burnt , crushed.

Leaving me with my mind
Who I don't trust
It'll lead me to the place
I promise to never go to.

A land of scars
A land of scares
A place of blood
A place of fears
Where bad memories reside
It's a product of my mind.

It's painful.......
It's painful!!!
I know I have a reflection but I don't see myself.

My mind tells me things
I don't want to hear
I yearn for it to disappear
Free me from the despair.

Is bleeding a must?
Is crying a must?
Is pretending a must?
Is lying a must?

I ask it these questions
Telling it to answer me
Telling myself to conquer them
But they leave me condemned.

Please help me...
Help me
Find me!...

-soulpoet-

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