what even are we..are we actually a thing or just something none of us can describe..you told me you love me, no? you told me it's different this time and that you won't do the same to me anymore and that i mean something to you..that you fell hard this time and that you'd do anything for us..you told me this time you won't play with me..but aren't you? okay maybe i messed everything up but was it really my fault..cause i don't think so..i don't think that i am the one to blame..you could've atleast told me that you got hurt..i even apologized so why you making it look that it's on me..why don't you just say that you don't want it..that you played yet once again..and that you don't actually give a damn about me..why don't you just say it..trust me, i won't mind..i just want a closure..i just don't want it to end abruptly which it already has and i don't want it to eat me up more and more..it might not be a big deal for you but it is for me..and to be honest i feel that it's eating you up too..that you also care..maybe i am delusional or maybe you just don't know what to do..this time it all seemed genuine..i really do believe that you're not doing anything wrong..that you just don't know what to do..same as me..but still..atleast give me a confirmation..please..please..please..
