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i didn't plan on coming online but i need to let it out here..i don't wanna be a fucking punching bag, that's not what i am, i deserve love and respect from my family..kuch bhi hota hai, sabko sirf main hi milti hu..koi peet jaata hai toh koi gaaliyan de jaata hai..kitna worthless feel krwayenge ye log mujhe..maana ki i suck, and that they deserved a better daughter, sister, granddaughter, or whatever my relation is lekin ab jo hai so hai na...kya chahte ho..mar jaun main..hn..main bhi yahi chahti hun...lekin pta nhi kyun nhi kr paati..apne aap ko kaat toh leti hun...apne aap pr chaku chala paati hun par voh chaaku zyada gehra nhi jaa pata..kaash jaa pata..ye log kab samajhne lgenge mujhe..kya main hamesha inke liye bas ek bhoj rhungi?? mujhe nhi jeena...bilkul nhi..lekin mujhe nhi pta ki maut ke baad kya hoga..kuch aur ganda hua toh..toh kya krungi main..aur agar somehow nhi mari aur bach gayi toh...ye log aur tadpayenge...nhi pta kya krun..mera astitva khatam kyun nhi ho skta..