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i want him so badly, he wants me too...
i feel so fucking bad about saying no to him..but what could ive done?
nothing is in my hands.
but it still doesn't make me less sad, i love him, he loves me back but this fucking fate is playing with us...i want him, only him and he wants me too...it's almost impossible to get him though...i just hope he waits..i don't want him to find someone else, but i want him to be happy.
i asked him to get with someone else, someone better..he wants me though..and i love that...i love him but this is..just not what i can afford rn..